Current mood:

okay

So I pretty much have gotten over Matt. Not like I wanted to or anything but I have no fuckin choice. Gotta let him go and do his thing and face the facts because that's all I can do. I am going to NJ next month, Feb is my NJ month but I don't think I'll see him which really bums me out. I can't even believe as good of friends as we were, that it kind of just stopped. I texted him last night and asked how he was doing and he said he was ahppy to hear from me, said he was good and asked about me. I didn't tell him about NJ, I don't think he will be ble to see me anyway. Oh well at least Suhail and Forrest will be there to cheer me up haha they are the funniest guys I know.

Also, this guy I met a while ago at Malik's here in Springfield when it was the manager of Hardtime's birthday...well he liked me we exchanged numbers a long time ago and he called me like twice but deleted my number about 8 times cuz i NEVER call him but I always reply to his texts. Well he was at Hardtimes last night and I was teasing him like I CALL U EVERY NIGHT AND U NEVER ANSWER WTF! LOL well Tabby left me at Hardtimes and I got a ride home with him. I am glad i did cuz i never gave him the time of day really to eve get to know him and I discovred that he is a really nice guy, really funny, hes fun and he's a good person in general. I kind of like him now haha.

He said he'd give me another chanc even though I didnt ask (the smart ass) and we hung out for a bit today. He is cute too, looks like Matthew Mcconaughey or however you spell it LMFAO. But he is moving to GA soon so i wont waste my time too much with him and i dont think i will allow myself to like him too much since it's obvious how this one is gonna end. every 10 minutes he kept saying "I am so pissed at you. Where the hell were you months ago? Why the hell didnt you ever call?" and I was just like "I called every night man Idk wtf ur talking about" LOL he believed me for a minute but then he caught on to my sarcasm. Speak of the devil, he just texted me. :D

Anywho I guess I am a little happier is what I am trying to say.