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§ha§ha ƒuиky §hake™ ([info]zellywellywoowo) wrote,
@ 2008-02-08 19:55:00


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Current mood: loved

;___; how sweet
I haven't talked to Matt in a long time. He texted me to tell me he got a dog the other day. We e-mailed eachother but it wasn't the same. I know we BOTH know we are growing distant....It has been killing me since we used to talk to eachother one way or another every SINGLE day for about 3 months if not longer then suddenly *POOF* it's like we are strangers now. I try not to let it get to me but it really does get to me. I try to keep it off my mind by thinking about positive things. I just wanted something....I wanted for the longest time to know he still cared about me.

Well I got a text saying "Check your e-mail when you can" from him. I was more nervous than anything, thinking he was going to finally tell me "That's it, I made my choice, I can't talk to you anymore." Or something along those lines but what I got instead was something that moved me to tears, it's as if he was reading my mind. We have always had this weird connection going on but this really made me happy.

It's so perfect for him to have given this song out of everything he could have given me cuz one I always liked that song, 2 its a very innocent song, and 3 it's a young song you know? like highschool sweetheart song.

He has been going through things with his ex. He never had closure and isn't sure how he feels anymore but wasn't sure about giving her another chance and i want him to be happy, I gave him his space and told him to just go for it. He told me he still wasn't sure but in this e-mail All i got was "This is for you. I think about you when I hear it and i dedicate it to you, from me. No matter what happens, I want you to know I still care, i always will have a special place in my heart for you." That was really BIG of him to say since i know its always been hard for him to come out and just tell me how he feels sometimes. This is all i needed. Now no matter what happens, I will be happy.

(it only plays 30 seconds of the song in firefox but all in IE...wtf)
Click to hear the song



"I Won't Spend Another Night Alone"

A star up in the sky goes slowly passing by,
The lights below...they spell out your name.
You're comfort on my mind and you're with me all the time.
And lots of feelings that I can't explain.

I won't spend another night alone. [x2]

Out of every girl I meet, no other can compete
I'd ditch 'em all for a night with you.
I know you don't believe you mean this much to me
But I promise you that you do.

If I had one wish this is what it would be...
I'd ask you to spend all your time here with me,
And we'd be together forever.
We'd buy a small house in south central L.A.
Raise lots of kids then we'd both join a gang
Just as long as we're together.

The things you make me wanna do
I'd rob a quik-e-mart for you
I'd go to the pound and let all the cats go free
Just as long as you'd be with me.

I won't spend another night alone. [x2]



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[info]kuroitenshi
2008-02-09 03:12 am UTC (link)
*hugs* That's sweet~

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[info]pinklipstain10
2008-02-09 05:40 am UTC (link)
That is so sweet!

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[info]cherrypie
2008-02-09 10:46 pm UTC (link)
that's really fucking cute

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[info]zellywellywoowo
2008-02-10 04:29 am UTC (link)
LOL it's so innocent haha I was laughing cuz he strikes me as the type who would do the crazy last things of the song just cuz. ah....I really like him...and miss him

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[info]mistressc
2008-02-11 03:33 pm UTC (link)
thats sweet...

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