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She had been surprised that her mother hadn't kicked her out when she found out, especially since she and Ella were eighteen now. But she let her stay, and her little brothers and sisters were really excited about the baby, but Jenny figured the real reason her mom mostly let her stay was so that she could make offhanded comments and put her down about it. Her mother had been even younger than the twins when she had them, but it didn't stop any of the names she called Jenny, calling her a stupid whore and screaming at her about being so stupid for getting knocked up, giving them another mouth to feed when her mom's latest boyfriend had just walked out the door last week. She let her stay, but it was almost worse that she did. It was worse still because Jenny agreed with all of it, she was stupid and she was a whore and she had been telling Charlie that for years, and now Charlie wasn't even around to listen. She couldn't even control her own impulses for the sake of the most important person in her life. Her mother kept reminding her though, better knocked up than be with that dyke. Jen still hated learning, especially with how worn out she was, but she almost preferred being away at school to being home with her raving mother. Not that going to school was a peach either.

Tatum and her pregnancy had slid by the social radar pretty easily with her low profile, aside from the occasional rude comment, but Jenny's experience was different. Everyone knew who Jenny was, most had at least kissed her if not more, and no one was surprised that any of this was finally happening to her. Girls looked down on her and had catty remarks everywhere she went and guys, most of whom she had slept with, just loved to catcall at her and preach how glad they were it wasn't theirs. She had never been strong, that was Charlie's job to be the strong one and look after them, but she kept her chin up as best she could on her own. She wasn't entirely alone, Apple tried to help sometimes but it wasn't him that she wanted. The one that she wanted was way too focused on her sports and her weed now, and on tuning Jenny out of her life. Rightfully so, she figured. She had always been a bad girlfriend.

It was definitely shaping up to be a miserable and lonely year, but she had brought it on herself and even if she wasn't very bright, she knew that much. She could never help herself. Sex was fun, and seemingly harmless before this, and just because she got her rocks off everywhere didn't mean Charlie wasn't her rock, the only thing holding her stable. She was lost now, nothing but a shadow of her old bubbly self. How many times had Charlie begged her to stop? But everytime a boy smiled at her, or gave her the time of day.. it didn't take much. But everytime she wanted Charlie after, every single time. Other people didn't hold her or kiss her ears just where she likes, or tell her they loved her. Charlie never fucked her and ducked her, until all of this mess anyway. She had been ducking her plenty good in the last couple of months. Jenny was muddling through, her life had always been that way, rolling with the punches. But it was harder to handle with a kid on the way. She couldn't even get a job stripping to make money, not now that Sera was gone and she was showing anyway. She didn't want to raise her baby in her mother's trailer, and that was just a fact.