"No, I'm not mad!" Tatum shot back, frustrated. "What's the sense in getting mad, what would it fix? Fucking nothing. But if you don't know how upset I am, then.. I don't know if you even know me at all. This is like, it for me. My life is fucking over," she groaned, finally relenting and turning to face Michi again as her girlfriend turned back. Tatum's eyes immediately narrowed. "I don't want Sam and I don't want some.. stupid life together! I just want to fucking get through this, and since you're so.. fucking self-centered, I guess he might be all I have left!"
In all honesty, her courage for telling anyone else was gone. She had been hoping if this telling Michi went well, she could handle Sam next. But all she could imagine now, after Mack and Michi, was negativity. No one seemed interested in doing what was best for the baby except for her. She didn't think she could take it if Sam blew up at her and abandoned her today too. "I was never ashamed of you, I never have been," she muttered darkly. "I'm ashamed of my fucking self. Coming here was a dumb idea."
She shoved her hands deeply into her pockets, clenching them there and watching Michi closely as she snapped at her. The redhead just barely flinched this time when the other girl's voice began to rise. "Well I can't save us all by myself," she snapped back. "Maybe I was waiting on you to save me.. all this time. Stupid move, right?"
She felt like shaking, like breaking down, but she tried to remain tough as she took the first few steps toward Michi's door. She knew she'd have to pass right by the other girl to get out. "I love yiu more than anything but I'm just fucked up so I obviously don't know what you need, so I guess I'll just go. It's been a pleasure."
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