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cris • tee • nuh ([info]cristina_lacosa) wrote,
@ 2010-01-18 00:40:00


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Entry tags:bianca, flavors, writings

+++biancaflavors




Bianca
Aubrey
the twenty five flavors of the kamikaze crash
happy ✢ angry ✠ sad ϟ concerned ☁ scared

crying ✌ jealous ☺ first crush ★ regret ღ innocent

birth ♦ betrayed ☄ best friend ☮ content ʊ traumatized

death ☯ drunk ✿ flustered ☾ bitchy ✓ parental

first year ✦ hogwarts ∞ deathly hallows ♣ family ❂ pick-your-own


b e s t • f r i e n d


She had been watching them argue for over an hour. When Rhys and Mira fought, it was a battle that rocked Hogwarts because neither of them would dare admit that they were wrong. Bianca wasn’t even sure why the two of them were dating, though her theory was that Mira needed to make Sirius Black jealous and Nott was trying to piss off that Ravenclaw of his. Bianca hadn’t been in many relationships, but she knew that a foundation like these two had set up upon was destined to shake and crumble underneath them.

Some days she hated being such a good friend. She’d already missed a potions study session because she had to stand behind Mira looking disgusted at Nott, and giving short, snide remarks to help her friend win this case. It hadn’t helped, though Bianca had stopped paying attention to their shouts a half an hour back and was probably commenting on unimportant and incorrect things. Bianca was about ready to pull out her hair when Mira turned away from Nott. The harsh, nasty tone her friend had been using with her boyfriend had given Bianca the impression that Mira was in complete control of the situation, but a quick glance up told her otherwise. There were tears in Mira’s eyes, and her mouth was twisted as she tried to keep her composure, to not let a single drop reach her cheeks.

Oh, that bastard.

Mira let out a shaky breath as Nott continued, and he then, probably innocently and not rough at all, grabbed hold of Mira’s wrist to pull her back towards him. To Bianca, however, who was rapidly growing livid at the idea of her best friend being so upset, it looked as if he had assaulted Mira fiercely. It was as if Nott had raised his wand to the girl, because Bianca took two strides forward and slammed her fist as hard as she could straight into Rhys Nott’s nose.

“WHAT THE FUCK!” the boy let out, stumbling back and holding his nose. Bianca shook out her hand; the bloke was a lot pointier than she had thought. He glared hardly over his hands, “You’re fucking crazy!”

“HOW DARE YOU CALL MY BEST FRIEND CRAZY!” Mira shrieked, and within a second she had lifted up one of her dropped text books and hurled it at Nott. He managed to dodge it and smartly and quickly moved toward the exit of the courtyard.

“CRAZY, THE BOTH OF YOU!” he shouted at them, and Bianca could only grin at the blood stains on his very white shirt. She watched him leave with great satisfaction until Mira flung her arms around her in a tight embrace.

“He’s such a pain in the ass!” she let out, nearly choking Bianca in her hug, “I wish I could’ve punched him too! Would have solved everything!”

Bianca let out a weak laugh and hugged her friend back, smirking at the idea of Mira taking a swing, “Next time I won’t waste so much time standing around.”

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t r a u m a t i z e d


Bianca flounced out of her bedroom and into the living room, striking a pose as her new dress robes floated around her.

"What do you think?" she said, eying her brother carefully. Thomas Vaisey lifted his head from his book and Bianca delighted in the look of surprise on his face.

"You're not allowed to wear that!" he let out, and she laughed.

"It is not provocative, Tom," she said, spinning toward the mirror. The robes were beautiful, she would be the absolute star of the Christmas party and would take great joy in rubbing in the price of the robes to the other girls who would surely be doing the same.

"No," her brother started, standing, "but I don't wish to have boys mesmerized by my little sister at a party with no adult supervision!" Bianca laughed, knowing that Thomas was only half-serious with his concerns. She batted her eyes in a funny way, and pushed her brother in the arm.

"I can defend myself," she said, recalling the few date-defense tricks she and Mirabelle had discovered. Bianca pulled out her wand, pointing it lazily at her brother, "You could use some retail therapy, brother, you look as if you haven't slept in days."

She watched Thomas' face fall at her words, and Bianca worried that she'd offended him in some manner as he turned away. As much as it was true, Thomas looked ill and not nearly as happy as Bianca had always known him to be, Bianca did feel guilty that she'd upset him. Tom was the only person she was ever completely honest with, and if she'd hurt him in some way that would never settle in her stomach.

"Sorry," she said, dropping her hands to her side, "You're probably just working a lot--"

"It's not---" her brother started. Bianca's ears perked as she realized he wanted to explain. She was always a good listener, and had been the keeper of many of Thomas' secrets. Like the fact that his wife was about a month pregnant! They were waiting just a bit longer before telling the rest of the family, but Thomas had hurriedly come to spill the news to her the moment they'd found out---Bianca knew that she did not have to announce that she would keep whatever he had to say now a secret, her brother would know.

"What's the matter?" she said, "Is Luisa all right?"

"No, she's---fine, she's perfect, the baby's---fine," Thomas said, unable to settle in one spot and jumping out of his seat to the window. Bianca's eyebrows furrowed in confusion; her brother was never jumpy. "Bianca, remember---when I told you about those men, who came into my shop--"

She let out a breath, "They haven't come back, have they?" Bianca knew that her family was an old pureblood name, but they were no where near the ranks of the Blacks or the Lestranges, they'd always kept very neutral with their war stance, so when Thomas came to her with a black eye and a bloody lip because of some cloaked men who wished to use his book store as a hideout---"Thomas, you need to call the authorities!"

"I can't!" he said, "They'll hurt Luisa and the baby if I do, they'll hurt you, Bianca and I can't---" She watched her brother slump into the chair he had just left, and Bianca crossed the room, "They won't stop, I've been getting owls and packages and---"

"And---what do they want? Close the store if you have to!" Bianca let out, feeling the nerves in her stomach build and build. What could his shop have that the men--the death eaters wanted so bad? How could Thomas not have told her that the problem had become so severe? "Just close it, say---you went out of business!"

"They want me, Bianca!"

She stiffened, feeling like she had received a bludger to the gut. They wanted Thomas? They wanted---what, for---"They want you to join?"

He nodded, his face still miserably sitting in his hands. Bianca blinked furiously, a rush of great panic coming over her. No, no, no, her brother was a good man, he would not join the Dark Lord's army because he did not hate muggles and muggleborns, he did not hate anything, he was good---he was the best brother anyone could ever wish for---

"And you've told them no?" she asked weakly.

Again, her brother nodded, and Bianca felt relieved but for only a second. She realized that if things had been as simple as declining the invitation to become a death eater, her brother would not look as ill and sickly as he did right then. "And they won't take no for an answer?"

She sucked in a breath when he nodded again, and Bianca dropped to the arm of the chair. "What are you going to do?" What was there to do? Run away? Hope that they didn't attack his family in retribution? Bianca put her hand to her brother's back to try and comfort him, but a sharp, hard knock at their front door jolted her to her feet.

"Don't answer it!" Thomas let out quickly, pulling Bianca back. Bianca stared up at him, eyes wide as she saw the anger and fear in her brother's eyes. No, it couldn't be them, they wouldn't---The knocking persisted and Bianca was sure that they were going to throw the door off the hinges.

"What are we going to do!" she yelped as Thomas began to pull her across the room. He threw open the closet door and shoved her inside---no, no---no, "Thomas!"

He put his finger to his lips to silence her, "Just be quiet, Bianca, please, if anything happened to you---"

"Don't--!"

The sound of the front door being slammed off its frame and into the house, knocking over vases and mirrors, crashing to the ground forced the two siblings to jump away from each other. Bianca covered her mouth to stop her scream, tears pouring from her eyes as Thomas shut the closet door in her face. Her breathing became heavy and she fell into the wall of the closet, trying to hear everything that was going on outside of it, hoping that Thomas would just disapparate and leave. They would not find her here, she would be safe. Bianca's eyes dropped to the floor of the closet, watching the shadows move and the jets of color bouncing around. She heard the shouts, she heard the spells, but she did not hear----she saw----

---the green flash of light poured out from under the door of the closet. Bianca let out a scream as a second later the sound of a body hitting the ground filled her ears and she burst out of the closet.

The shriek she let out at the sight of her brother's fallen form, of his eyes staring up at the ceiling but not really staring at all----Bianca screamed again and with blurry vision and hitching chest she hurled toward the cloaked figure all the spells she could recall. Anything to hurt the man that had killed her brother, anything that would make him suffer---

Bianca felt a sharp pain in her shoulder and the second she wasted to bend over in pain was enough for the death eater to round on her. He grabbed her hair roughly, pulling her straight up and nearly pressing his mask to her face. She could see the blue of his eyes and was certain that he was going to kill her then.

"Your brother was a coward," he spat before thrusting her to the ground. Bianca stared up tearfully as the death eater pulled his cloak around and swept out of the house. The trail of destruction he had brought in his whirlwind entrance stopped at her brother's still feet, and Bianca crawled toward Thomas with the last ounce of energy she could muster before collapsing on top of her brother's cold body.


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f l u s t e r e d


Bianca’s grip on her own hair was vice-like, ready to pull a large clump of her brown curls straight out of her head. Mira rubbed Bianca’s back, as she had doubled over at the edge of her bed, her face in between her legs.

“It’s going to be fine,” Mira said in a soothing tone, though she was watching the window intently.

Earlier today, they had overheard Sturgis Podmore telling his friends that he’d received his acceptance letter into the hitwizard training program and this news had sent Bianca shooting to her dorm. She had applied and interviewed on the same day as Sturgis, so why hadn’t she gotten a letter yet? Mira had found her friend nearly dangling out the dorm room window waiting for the blasted owl, and it had taken all of her strength (and some pinching with her sharp nails) to get Bianca to sit down.

“You’re going to get in!” Mira said in a hopeful tone. She knew the words were supposed to be soothing, but instead, Bianca shot up, pushing away from the bed to start a rapid pace in the middle of the room. Her hands were shaking, trembling.

“But what if I don’t?!” she shouted, hands going up in the air. Bianca’s demeanor the second half of the year had been nearly emotionless and silent, so to find herself so riled up and crazed was even startling to her. She rambled, muttering about how pathetic it would be to not make it after all the work she’d put in. “I've got nothing if I don't get in, I'm nothing if I---"

Bianca slumped down to the trunk behind her, her body slack with defeat.







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