so the last week was a horrible week. i have been so emotional lately and been having some major self esteem issues cuz of how i see my body in the mirror i hate it and i have been kind of down lately. ugh i just cant seem to get motivated cuz when im not at school im working or trying to fnd time for friends so fuckkk i need to look better for the summer. last night i went addisons when i got off work and drank a little too fast and ended up being drunk at perkins. it was me libby megan and moe. he drank way too much and threw up in perkins parking lot. but i was feeling pretty good and got to see my amazing boyfriend since he cant ever party with me on the weekends ERR. so we ended upgoin back to garrets and got in the hot tub with colin jeff garrett...moe couldnt join cuz he was like puking blood..i felt bad=/ but damn did i regret staying up so late when i had to get up at 630AM today for a fucking 6 hour info/tour thing at the U. it made me really excited to go there tho. i think im gunna change my housing thing and not be a roomate with lindsay bc she has been a bitch lately and im not going to live with her we are too different. she doesnt like drinking so dont think that will work out too well. but yeah after that i went to work till close so im about to pass the fuck out. tm is sunday how depressing back to another full week of school then working everyday next wkd. damnn i need a new life!