He couldn't bring himself to look at her, not full on even as she pinned him against the car. He was breathing heavily through his nostrils and trying not to panic. He tried to play stoic but he just broke down. "I'm not trying to fuck with you..."
"I would never hurt her, I would never hurt anyone," he said breathlessly. "You have to understand..."
The guilt overwhelmed him and his temper flared. "I didn't ask for this fuckin thing okay? An' I never got out before... last night... it was a fluke, a fuckin' fluke!"