samtaro posted in blueridgeschool:

His eyes burned with tears, his stomach wrenching with guilt. He felt sick. "You don't even know how much I hate myself," he said through clenched teeth.

"I'm a fucking monster," he whispered. "Just... just fucking turn me into the aurors," he said defeated, using one arm to wipe the tears from his cheeks. "I thought I could control this but obviously I can't. I don't wanna hurt no one."