whipandchill commented on blueridgemod's post in blueridgeschool:

Charlie groaned internally when Alex reached out and grabbed her arm. She definitely wasn't in the mood for this. She was going to wrench her arm away and tell her to go tear someone else apart for the evening when she heard Alex's last statement. It wasn't exactly the other girl admitting that she missed her, but it was probably the closest she would ever come to admitting it. Charlie was tired of it however, she was tired of feeling the way she did about Alex and feeling like she would only be the girl's play thing.

"You're tired of doing everything on your own, huh?" she asked irritated. She glared at Alex, remembering their fight on New Years. All she was, was a tool for the shorter girl. Someone who would always care about her no matter what, someone to follow her. Charlie cared about Alex desperately, but she wanted Alex to care back. It was hard feeling like she would always love the other girl and knowing that the most she would get back in return is just some sex to shut her up. "Maybe you should have thought about that before bitching me out at New Years Lex."

She frowned, her eyes softening a bit. "I really miss you Alex, but I can't deal with you thinking that you can just shut me up by sleeping with me. You don't even care about why I'm upset! All that matters to you is yourself!