thedirtysouth commented on sosuccsexy's post in blueridgeschool:

"That's bullshit Tatum and we both know it!" She said forcefully, her frustration getting the best of her. She was scared, scared because she cared so much that Tatum kept rejecting her. Scared because she felt like if she let Tatum get away things would never be the same. It confused the hell out of her, and she wished she didn't have to feel this way about the stubborn redhead. Why couldn't this just be like any of the other girl's that she had dated? Why couldn't she just walk away and not look back? It didn't make any sense, and the blonde girl was freaking out. "You know exactly what I mean."

When Tatum told her that she wanted Sam Ruiz to ask her out, Mackenzie could feel her heart plummeting. This was supposed to be her chance with the redhead, not Sam's. "T-that's bullshit too," She said, her voice wavering slightly. She wasn't enjoying the desperate feeling she was getting in her chest, it was making her whole body shake lightly. "You can't...you can't really believe that, can you? I know you felt something too, you had to! It doesn't make any sense otherwise, stop lying to yourself Tatum!"

She was getting way to emotional over this whole thing, it was too much for her to handle. Tatum had single handedly turned her life upside down and there was nothing the blonde could do about it anymore. "I see you everyday, and you always look so sad. Even when you smile, it doesn't seem real Tatum, and you know why I know that? Because sometimes, when you aren't being a huge dick to me, and I'm not talking out of my ass to you, and we really talk, you smile. It's a real smile too because it's like the sun just started shining, and I know that you are being real with me. Stop shutting me out god damn it! You're straight, fine, whatever! I really don't give a fuck, but Jesus fucking Christ, you can't do this shit to me!"

She was breathing heavily now, still hanging on loosely to Tatum's arm. She immediately wished she could take everything she said back, it had been too much, she hadn't intended to let the girl know how she actually felt. Showing this much emotion to anyone was hard for the blonde girl, and now she had let too much show. She only hoped Tatum wouldn't use it to completely tear her apart, the ball was really in the redhead's court now.