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Time:10:23 pm
This is amazing.
Ever since I stopped talking to him things have been so much better. He didn't care for a couple days, now he's calling me non-stop. I don't give a fuck about answering, I just don't want to let him back in my life... B/c it's so fucking good without him! It's different, and I feel like I'm different. I don't feel any desire to check up on him, or know what he's doing. He's gone, and I'm so happy that it's finally over.
I stopped thinking that there was something wrong with me. It's him and his fucked up mind. He's a fucking idiot. I mean I still think about him all the time, but it doesn't drive me crazy like it used too.
So now I'm just focused on living life. I'm not tied down to any guy anymore, and I'm not going to be for a very long time.
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[info]melohadalillamb
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Time:2008-11-14 07:50 pm (UTC)
YAYYYYYYYY
we're all so free now.
it's good.
everything's different and fresh, and free.

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[info]megnetic
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Time:2008-11-17 04:43 am (UTC)
Fuuuck yes. It's a fresh start and I can definitely feel it.
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[info]uselesstools
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Time:2008-11-14 08:53 pm (UTC)
AMENSISTA.&HEARTS:
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[info]megnetic
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Time:2008-11-17 04:44 am (UTC)
♥ ♥ ♥
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[info]itsmeganfaggot
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Time:2008-11-17 05:51 am (UTC)
please enlighten me onto how you obtained a way to get him out of your mind.
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[info]megnetic
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Time:2008-11-17 07:06 am (UTC)
Dude I wish I could tell you exactly how I did it. All I can say is that it takes time and I just changed my mentality. He also had to fuck me over one last time before I finally said, wow I'm better than this and there are so many fucking guys out there.
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[info]melohadalillamb
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Time:2008-11-22 12:34 pm (UTC)
amen.
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[info]propaganda
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Time:2008-11-19 07:22 am (UTC)
i finally fucking realized that you had a scribbld account and that i should add you.
sometimes i hate scribbld.
it doesn't notify me of these things!
such a pain.
anyways, i added you and i'm really fucking glad to see you updating.
i miss you!
i hope everything goes well.
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