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I'm a horrible updater. I'm sorry. I barely update my livejournal either. I don't even know what to say these days.
I just don't feel where I expected to be at 22. I don't even know what to expect anymore or what my life will be like in the upcoming months. I hate the uncertainty.
Carol passed away. It hasn't sunk in that someone who I've known since I was 6 or 7, someone who has been a best friend to my mom all these years is suddenly gone. I keep thinking she's going to call to ask to speak to my mom or that we're going to go to Olive Garden. We were planning that too to go soon enough - we never got to. I keep thinking that she's never going to see the end of Survivor or Desperate Housewives. Maybe there's a TV in heaven if there is heaven?
I dunno. In a mood...it comes and goes. I want a vacation though. Far away. Closest thing though I'm getting to a vacation anytime soon is going to PA memorial day weekend :P
How has everyone else been doing?
I just don't feel where I expected to be at 22. I don't even know what to expect anymore or what my life will be like in the upcoming months. I hate the uncertainty.
Carol passed away. It hasn't sunk in that someone who I've known since I was 6 or 7, someone who has been a best friend to my mom all these years is suddenly gone. I keep thinking she's going to call to ask to speak to my mom or that we're going to go to Olive Garden. We were planning that too to go soon enough - we never got to. I keep thinking that she's never going to see the end of Survivor or Desperate Housewives. Maybe there's a TV in heaven if there is heaven?
I dunno. In a mood...it comes and goes. I want a vacation though. Far away. Closest thing though I'm getting to a vacation anytime soon is going to PA memorial day weekend :P
How has everyone else been doing?
melancholy