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[Jun. 9th, 2008|05:44 pm] |
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| | anxious | ] | I just had the best dream. I was talking to you on aim. you were so happy and wanting to talk. it was like it was. I try not to think about you but something always reminds me or my mind just wanders. If all those memories weren't so good I wouldn't be so nastolgic. Thinking about those times makes me smile. from when you opened the car door for me to sitting on a bench with your head in my lap looking at the city at night. I don't think I could ever hate you like my friends do, because I know you(for the most part). I really did mean it when I said I hope I talk to you soon and that I'm just a phone call away or a drive down the road. I really hope you took that to heart and consider it. |
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[May. 8th, 2008|09:03 pm] |
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| | sleepy | ] | What happened at 10:00 am today? schoooooool
What do you want in your life right now? happiness, positivity, and reassurance
Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone? not right now. hahaha What is the last thing someone bought you? dinner
When was the last time you saw number 3 on your top friends? saturday at 2 in the morning, too long ago :(
Where did you last eat? copper dome
Name someone whose name starts with the letter "A" ? andy
Will you ever kiss the last person you kissed again? gahhhhhh yessss
Who's the most annoying person in your neighborhood? everyone
Do you plan on moving in the next year? we will see. What were you doing at 8:30 pm last Saturday night? freaking out
What did you do today? school
What are you doing besides this survey? watchin tv
What are your plans tomorrow? girl niiight
Who took your default picture? me.
What is your current problem? the boy and stupid school
Last time you spoke to someone you like? at 6
Have you ever done something outrageously dumb? ah. yes
Who was the last person you saw? mom
What was the last movie you watched? some racing movie
Who is the last person you freaked out on? myself
Do you like someone right now? yup
Why did your parents give you the name you have? I am named after a cat. wooo
What is something you say when you are mad? fuckfuckfuck swearing.
Have you ever cried when you're mad? yes.
Is there anyone you wish was still in your life? hmmm.
Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person? hahahaha
Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? naw
Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?: idk?
Are you happier single or in a relationship?: either
Have you ever been cheated on?: not that I know of
What is your favorite thing(s) about the opposite sex?: laugh, smell, the feel of them, the things they like, eyes and smile
Have you ever broken someones heart?: nawwww
Talk to any of your ex's?: no
If you could go back in time and change things with your ex's?naaaaaw Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?: I try....
Have you been in an abusive relationship?: no
Have you dated someone older than you?: yup
Younger?: sure
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?: yup
Believe in love at first sight?: lust at first sight!
Ever been given an engagement ring?: nooo
Do you want to get married?: suuuure when im older
Do you have something to say to any of your ex's?: uh
Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?: nooowaaay
Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?: ahaahahahnaw
What do you need in a relationship?: honesty, excitement, trust, acceptance/open and so much more
Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?: yeah.
Do you want to be like any of your friends?: hahah
Booty call with any of your ex's? oh my
What does the oldest text message in your inbox say? "yeah. fuck seminar" haha
What was the last song you sang out loud? drilling- minus the bear
Do you have any nicknames? sure do
Who was the last person to message you? idk
What time did you go to bed last night? 10 & 1
Are you currently happy? slowly getting better
When was the last time you cried? last night
Who gives you the best advice? sonya
Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can? hahaa if I wanna be adventurous
Who did you talk on the phone with last night? no one
Is anything bugging you right now? a little
Who was the last to make you laugh? my mother.....weird
Do you wear toe socks? lolno
What annoys you most in a person? when someone doesn't care about anything or just thinks of theirself
Have you ever done cocaine? nooooo
What is the color of your room? purple
Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars? naw
Do you believe in the saying "talk is cheap?" uh
Who was the last person to hug you? I don't knoooooow
Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed? nope
Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't? uhhuh
Do you own an iPod?yessssssss
What's the reason behind your myspace song? it's my fav right now
Ever had a drunken night in Mexico? Nope
Are you talking to anyone while doing this? noo
Do you walk with your eyes open or closed? hahahahahhahaahha open
Is there a quote you live by? they say that what doesn't kill us makes us who we are!
Do you want someone you can't have? nope
What were you doing last night at 11? sleeping
Does the person you like know you like them? I'm pretty sure
Do you speak any other language? espanol
Are you a blonde? noooo
What are you doing tonight? fuckkk nothin |
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[Apr. 26th, 2008|10:27 pm] |
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| | the life of the after party FOB | ] | he's the type of guy that needs to be fixed.
I'm the type of girl that wants to fix.
we are the type that can only write emotions in words and metaphors.
it's real. |
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[Apr. 14th, 2008|01:55 pm] |
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| | giggly | ] |
[ | Current Music |
| | Do it for me now- Angels & Airwaves | ] | i found him.
amazing!
seriously, i've never felt this way before. haha... |
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[Apr. 6th, 2008|08:45 pm] |
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| | curious | ] |
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| | atmosphere | ] | i am caught between two guys with the same name.
but offer two different things.
woah, shit. |
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[Mar. 30th, 2008|09:51 pm] |
god works in mysterious ways. |
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[Mar. 27th, 2008|03:31 pm] |
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| | worried | ] |
[ | Current Music |
| | fallin'- Alicia Keys | ] | my body is fucking with me so bad.
my anxiety is at an all time high.
like if I was always like this I would be CRAZY.
constant racing heart, upset stomach, acid reflex, ocd, not being able to sleep. sleeping too much, not being able to eat normally, twitches/spasms(eyes mostly), worried about stupid shit, not caring about important things, making irrational things about people, & stress.
JUST STOPPPPPPP. |
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[Mar. 25th, 2008|09:58 pm] |
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| | guilty | ] |
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| | national geographic on my ipod | ] | a poem I wrote awhile ago for a class.
Best Friend. someone so opposite but just like you finally someone to talk to share every feeling and story to always by your side telling you if you did the right thing advice on family, boys, and life talk for hours about your day share your true emotions finally you have a person who understands you someone who is always there for you fights quickly turn into forgiveness the only person who knows who you truely are a best friend the one you can count on. |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2008|02:43 pm] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
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| | Baby- Ashanti | ] | it totally felt like summer all over again yesterday. it was so nostolgic for me. hahaha.
i miss it so much! plus the cherry on top of all of this is i got to see chris.
i love 11:11. |
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lyric heavy. |
[Mar. 10th, 2008|08:51 pm] |
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| | lonely | ] | You say you searching for somebody That'll take you out and do you right Well come here baby and let daddy show you what it feel like You know all you gotta do is tell me what you sippin' on And I promise that I’m gonna keep it comin’ all night long
Lookin’ in your eyes while you on the other side And I think miss shorty I’ve got a thing for you Doin’ it on purpose Windin and workin’ it I can tell by the way you lookin’ at me girl
I wanna make love in this club (in this club in this club) I wanna make love in this club (in this club in this club)
Got some friends rollin’ wit you baby then thats cool (thats cool, thats cool) You can leave em wit my niggaz let em know that I got you (got u, got u) If you didn’t know, you’re the only thing that’s on my mind (my mind, my mind) Cos the way you staring miss you got me wantin to give it to you all night
Lookin’ in your eyes while you on the other side I cant take it no more baby im comin for you You keep doin’ it on purpose whindin and workin’ it If we close our eyes it could be just me and you
I wanna make love in this club (in this club in this club) I wanna make love in this club (in this club in this club) I wanna make love in this club (in this club in this club) I wanna make love in this club (in this club in this club)
I’m what you want, I’m what you need He got you trapped, I’ll set you free Sexually, mentally, physically, emotionally I’ll be like your medicine, you’ll take every dose of me It’s going down on isle 3. I’ll bag you like some groceries And every time you think about it you gon’ want some more of me Bout to hit the club, make a movie yeah rated R Pulled up like a trap star, thats if you had (in the car) Have you ever made love to a thug in the club with his sights on? 87 Jeans and a fresh pair of Nikes on On the couch, on the table, on the bar, or on the floor You can meet me in the bathroom yeah you know I’m tryna go
Might as well give me a kiss, if we keep touchin like this i know you scared baby, They dont know what we doin Lets both get undressed right here, keep it up girl i swear, imma give it to you non stop and i dont care, who's watchin...watchin...watchin (watchin watchin...ohhhh...in this club, on the floor, baby's just makin love)
I wanna make love in this club (in this club in this club) I wanna make love in this club (in this club in this club)
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[Mar. 9th, 2008|03:22 pm] |
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| | hopeful | ] |
Another Sunday for a weak end Struck from the bed head first the arrow Contact that carried further distance Where were you when you were here? Some memories often not quite remembered Some memories remain stains Train trackstar love of golf club hunting X marks the reason X marks the reason Sometimes the colors of my words Upset the colors in your head Every Sunday warning Come back Casa Blanco Winter was our killer, everywhere So long and lovely Head for the comfort of your comfort I don't believe I still believe you Held for the last time Held long lasting until whether we were at all Every Sunday morning There's an early warning To the way we are Used to talk for hours In the arctic showers of a driving rain Almost lost control of our medicative holds One winter wonder year We could cut our eyes out We could cut our eyes But through all the changes It's the end that made us made us What we are so you say The feelings remain Face the fall we fall just the same This is how we fall This is how we fall
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Night is young and so am i |
[Mar. 6th, 2008|08:11 pm] |
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| | anxious | ] |
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| | Gold and a pager- cool kids | ] | first entry, how exciting!
thanks sonya. haha |
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