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June 10th, 2008
09:53 pm - why would you even think to say that?
at least i tell the truth.
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June 8th, 2008
10:37 pm - realization.
i should have been nicer to people in my grade.
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June 6th, 2008
10:26 pm - you never hear of any seed deprived of sunlight.
summer retreat is usually the first weekend in august.
it got changed this year. to july 25-27.
guess who's plane lands at midnight on the 26th?
i've talked to my parents and there's no way i can come home early. our last stop is in the rocky mountains and it's 3 hours to the nearest airport.
so i'll probably have someone pick me up at the airport and take me to retreat. because people will still be up at 1 am.
but i'll miss friday and saturday.
i start crying just thinking about it.
sunday's going to be terrible.
all my friends are leaving.
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May 11th, 2008
10:46 am - and in case you were wondering...
well uhh...prom was fun.
i'm super pumped for ball.
life is wonderful.
Current Music: spill canvas
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April 21st, 2008
09:48 pm
i like boys with strong convictions.
Current Music: kimya dawson- so nice so smart
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April 18th, 2008
10:53 pm
oh my gosh.
i have no friends.
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April 13th, 2008
01:58 pm - well isn't that fantastic.
i'm going on vacation this summer from july 10-26.
the warped tour is at darien lake on july 24.
then it heads west.
way west.
and while it's out in alberta, washington, and california, guess who's gonna be with them, for those dates only?
RISE AGAINST.
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April 12th, 2008
11:04 pm - you paint our sins on the ceiling, i keep mine glued to my chest.
i took my prom dress in on thursday to get altered. they just have to shorten it.
but i almost didn't fit into it.
which is not good.
i've got a month.
Current Music: taking back sunday - set phasers to stun
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March 26th, 2008
07:12 pm - NYC party officially starts tomorrow!
=D
i'm super excited.
Current Music: juno soundtrack- all i want is you
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March 22nd, 2008
11:47 am - SCRIBBLD SAVES DRAFTS?!
i feel like i haven't updated in awhile.
which is probably true.
so anyways.
i broke up with jason. and now he's dating monica. and next friday i'm going to NYC with monica and jess and sarah and falon and idk about jenn. but it's pretty exciting. and last friday was pi day so i made these awesome chocolate and peanut butter pies. one went to math for extra credit and the other went to lunch. for its own reasons.
and i've been thinking more about college...and RIT has a pretty good program, but uhh...i don't really like the buildings or the fact that there's like no girls there...sooo i'm gonna look at other places now....
and yesterday was my birthday! and we didn't have school. so i had a doctor's appt and they gave me 2 shots because apparently now everyone needs chicken pox booster shots. and the other one was for meningitis or something like that. and i've gone like 3 years now without a flu shot and i've been fine =D
then me, my mom, and michelle went to ihop for breakfast and each got something from the horton hears a who! menu. i got beezlenut juice, my sister got the whocakes and my mom got green eggs and ham.
then at night i had friends over. and we chilled in the basement and watched lingo and recorded this awesome hoveround commericial with senior citizens doing synchronized hoveround dances...it was awesome. and we made ice cream sundaes. which was lots of fun. and monica and jess got me every reese's product they could find. and falon made me a cake. and i haven't gotten any presents from my family yet bc my dad and shane weren't here yesterday, they were somewhere for a hockey tournament. so i think tonight we're gonna go to bazil's for dinner and we have cupcakes at home.
and i checked my facebook yesterday morning, and it said i have like 19 notifications, and i was really confused...so i clicked and realized that everyone wrote on my wall for my birthday. it was nice.
and i think that's about all i have to say...
Current Music: say anything- baby girl, i'm a blur
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February 22nd, 2008
12:33 am - feed me the words to explain this hurt.
gah.
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February 17th, 2008
12:11 pm - my mom's shopping habits never cease to amaze me.
yesterday, i was in buffalo with my family for hockey games. first, my brother had a game in cheektowaga. so my mom had me look up stores where i could look for prom dresses. so after the game, me and my mom went to the boulevard mall and looked in TTNY. and their dresses were absolutely amazing, but the ones that i liked were $500. so we just looked around and then walked around the mall. and got pretzels. as we were eating the pretzels, my mom asked if i wanted to go back to TTNY and try on the dresses. so i said yes. because the dresses were amazing. soo i picked out 3 to try on: a turquoisey-green one, a turquoisey-blue one, and a bright pink one. and they were all hanging up in the dressing room and i was like, wow i'm looking at $1500 worth of clothes right now. it was insane. so i tried on the turquoisey-green one first, and i came out and one of the girls who worked there tied up the back for me, and then her and like 3 other people who worked there said that it looked amazing on me, and they had me try on shoes and brought out a matching shawl and purse. and then the manager guy who owns both TTNY stores came over and started flipping out about how perfect it was for me, and then he brought out a necklace that matched it. and he was talking about how now is the time to get dresses, because if i wait they'll all be picked over, and he was talking about the store and how they do dress tracking, so he had one of the girls make sure that nobody from thomas had already bought that dress, and he kept talking about the stores and shopping and how the dress was perfect for me, and i felt bad bc i knew i wasn't gonna get it. and he said that if we bought the dress today, he would give us the shawl for free and give us 25% off the accessories. daaah. and then i tried on the other dresses, my mom took pictures. but i really liked the first one. so i was changing back into my normal clothes, and my mom comes in the dressing room and asks if i want to get that dress today. and i was like OMG ARE YOU SERIOUS?!!?
so i got the dress!!!!!!!! XD
and the shoes
and the necklace
and the earrings
and the purse
and the shawl.
on the way home, my mom was talking about how the manager knew so much about dresses and stuff. he said he hand-picks everything that they sell in the store. and she goes "i don't know what his name was, but i saw that his belt had his initials on it, and they were DG"
"mom....that's dolce & gabbana."
so i guess now i'm not allowed to ask my mom for any more favors or complain about anything for a long time. i can't believe she would spend that much money on a dress for me. she said it cost more than her wedding dress. and we gotta go back for alterations. because i'm short.
if anyone knows how to make a cut, let me know...bc i tried doing it the gj way and it didn't work.
thursday was my brother's birthday. he got guitar hero. so i've been playing that.
on friday i gave blood. and i was in the field house for an hour and a half. i was fine while they took the pint of blood. it took 18 minutes. which is a ridiculously long time. then they took 5 tubes for tests and stuff, and after they took those tubes i felt lightheaded and my stomach hurt. so they gave me a cold washcloth for my forehead. and after that i felt fine.
then friday night i went to the mall with alyssa. and we went to charlotte russe and flipped out because there was a ton of stuff on sale. so i got a coat for $5. and a new purse. then we got smoothies.
and saturday night, we were at my grandma's house and we went out to dinner and i got pancakes =)
then we went back to her house and watched spongebob and had cake.
then me, my mom, and shane left to go home. my dad and michelle stayed overnight because michelle has 2 more games in buffalo tomorrow.
so when i got home i had to clean out my closet so my dress would fit. because it's got a huge poofy bottom part. and now i have to clean my room because i got about 10,000 shoe boxes out of my closet and a ton of clothes. and i found my sweatshirt that i thought was missing. but yea. my room's a mess now. and i have to make sure my closet door is closed all the time and be careful about having the closet open and the door to my room open at the same time, because i don't want mercury going anywhere near my dress. my cousin had an expensive prom dress, and her cat climbed up it once.
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February 15th, 2008
06:49 pm - brand new- untitled 5 (cleanser)
I can barely move
I can barely see where we're going now
The road is washed out from the river that flooded just north of town
We stick stick stick stick to the plan we laid out
But we know the saying
The best best best best plans of both mice and men can go terribly wrong
And they probably will
So please - nobody speaks
Nobody get any smart ideas
If we don't have any heroics
We may just get out of here
And home to your families by dinner time safely and soundly sleeping
Cause we don't want trouble
We'll take what we came for and we'll leave quiet
or maybe we will...
Tear you up
Take what you love
And burn it down
Burn it down
Nobody moves, nobody moves
And no one gets hurt
If nobody opens their mouth
We have nothing to worry about
We'll keep keep keep keep you alive
Cause we always need bargaining chips
(For their lives we will trade you and make your getaway)
We'll keep keep keep keep you alive
Cause your pretty
And we need something to look at while we...
Tear you up
Take what you love
And burn it down
And burn it down
You swear to build
We swear to come
And burn it down
And burn it down
Weighing the cost of the love you made
Measure again
Yeah
Feeling the weight of the bones you break
Break them again
Yeah
Wandering the park
And sinking our teeth into anyone who'll suffice
And who can survive my disease
Break all the locks without the combination
I know where you hid it - I consider it mine
Went to the crowns without a planning or feeling
And keep me alert til the next bout of time
Please cut me up, cut me up
Honey, make me the lover you wanted
When you were young and asleep
And I'm fine when you're here
Find my call from a bottle
The lover you wanted
While you waited so long
Weighing the cost of the love you made
Measure again
Yeah
Feeling the weight of the bones you break
Break them again
Yeah
(x4)
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February 10th, 2008
04:26 pm - we'll watch the fire as it slowly burns away.
i literally spent days putting off my stupid english essay.
and i finished it in half an hour.
today my mom asked when monica's graduation party is, so that i don't miss it because of our vacation.
but we're not leaving until the middle of july, so i won't miss it.
but i will miss two weekends of potential grad parties.
i've been home by myself all afternoon and i've been thinking about how this is probably the last summer i'm gonna be able to hang out with all my senior friends, and i'm gonna miss them like crazy next year. and i'm missing 2 whole weeks of it for this family vacation. i'm not mad about the trip or anything, it's just that two weeks is gonna cut into a lot of time i could spend with my friends. and it's not like it would be better to go next year either, since that will be my senior year. then i was thinking about summer retreat. and ohmygosh if we leave in mid july and are gonna be gone for two weeks, i absolutely cannot miss summer retreat. that's the first weekend of august. GAH.
then i was thinking about crossroads, and how it's not the same as last year. me and monica talked about that last night. i just don't understand why it's not that same.
and i already know what song is gonna define this summer. last summer by lostprophets. i'll probably cry when i listen to it.
it's only february, but it feels like it could be almost june. i'm getting mail from colleges, i just signed up for my AP exams, and i'm taking driver's ed. and i don't want this year to end. it's too scary to think of myself as a senior and going off to college. because i have no idea what i want to do. i know what i'm interested in, but that's about it. and the thought of owning a car and driving is exciting, but terrifying.
and i'm giving blood on friday. which scares me too, but in a different way. i'm nervous that i'm gonna pass out or something when it's over. i keep telling myself that nothing's gonna happen because nothing happened when i had blood taken for tests, but that was over three years ago.
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February 7th, 2008
05:37 pm - RIT's biomedical science program
here's my future, as of now:
| Biomedical sciences, BS degree, typical course sequence | | | | Qtr. Cr. Hrs. | | First Year | Freshman Symposium 1001-200, 259 | 2 | | General Biology 1001-201, 202, 203 | 9 | | General Biology Lab 1001-205, 206, 207 | 3 | | General and Analytical Chemistry I, II, III 1011-215, 216, 217 | 10 | | Chemistry Principles I, II Lab 1011-205, 206 | 2 | | General and Analytical Chemistry III Lab 1011-227 | 1 | | Elementary Calculus I, 11 1016-214, 215 | 6 | | Wellness Education† | 0 | | Liberal Arts* | 12 | | First-Year Enrichment 1105-051, 052 | 2 | | | | | Second Year | Cell Biology 1001-311 | 4 | | Molecular Biology 1001-350 | 4 | | Anatomy and Physiology I, II 1026-350, 360 | 10 | | Organic Chemistry I, II, III 1013-231, 232, 233 | 9 | | Organic Chemistry I, II, III Lab 1013-235, 236, 237 | 3 | | Data Analysis I 1016-319 | 4 | | Science/Track Elective | 4 | | Liberal Arts* | 12 | | | | | Third Year | College Physics I, II, III 1017-211, 212, 213 | 12 | | Science/Track Electives | 16 | | University-wide Electives | 4 | | Liberal Arts* | 12 | | | | | Fourth Year | Science/Track Electives | 24 | | Universitywide Electives | 17 |
and look at all these awesome electives...
| Bioinformatics | Immunology | | Science of Forensics | Premedical Studies | | Genetics | Medical Terminology | | Marine Biology | Patient Care | | Biochemistry | Introduction to Microbiology | | Sports Physiology and Life Fitness | Microbial Pathogenesis | | Fitness Programming and Prescription | Undergraduate Research* | | Sports Nutrition | Comparative Vertebrate Anatomy | | Histology | Comparative Animal Physiology | | Medical Pathophysiology | Animal Behavior | | Human Gross Anatomy | Vertebrate Zoology | | Developmental Biology | Virology | | Radiation Effects on the Human Body | Evolutionary Biology |
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January 26th, 2008
11:17 pm
ahhhh tonight was fun.
me and monica went to cold stone. then rue 21. then claire's. then jason texted me because he was on break.
so we drove over to wegmans and screamed like idiots the whole time. and yelled at the traffic light. then jason had to go back to work so me and monica wandered around the store and looked for random stuff to buy. we ended up getting cheetos and fizzy yogurt and life waters. and i went through jason's line and got yelled at for staying and talking to him =(
then ryan got off at 7:30 so we hung out with him. and acted like idiots. there was one point where me and monica kept saying the same thing at the same time. then ryan ended it.
ryan: what's my middle name?
monica: uhh....it starts with a G...
me: walter!
then after awhile ryan left...so we went to kohl's....then target....and it was fun.....
and now i have massive amounts of homework to do and i don't know where to start....gahh....
Current Music: sage francis- escape artist
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02:51 pm
i hate when people complain.
and right now i'm complaining about how i don't like complaining.
so i'm not too thrilled with myself, either.
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January 13th, 2008
03:19 pm
GJ finally died....so i moved here.
and i realized that i haven't actually updated with news from my life in awhile.
so i'll just start with this weekend, i guess.
on friday i had track practice...then i went to jason's house. and we watched the bourne ultimatum. and then we just sorta chilled.
then yesterday i cleaned my room. and went out to dinner with 10 other people. alyssa organized the whole thing. we were supposed to go to applebee's...but they don't do reservations and it would have been a 2-hour wait...so we went to beale street.
and they gave us mardi gras beads.
and we got yelled at a few times to be quieter.
when falon and kelly were looking at the menu... one of the options was "half a bird" and they didn't know what kind of bird it was. so kelly asked. and the waitress looked at her like she was retarded and goes "...chicken." and later we said it was a penguin. then me and kelly got peanut butter pie for dessert. and falon was sitting between us and she looked at the pieces and said "does it have frosting on the top?" and justin immediately said "do you have frosting on top?"
and the whole table burst out laughing.
then we all went to lisa's and chilled there.
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