Shakespeare was wrong about Romeo and Juliet being the love story ever. The following story makes them look like nothing but a pair of tempestuous and immature lovers. So this, in the end, is what LOVE is. I can't wait for the movie, though I hope they don't play up Sandra's actions as a form of martyrdom.

And I realized with stunning clarity what I was doing wrong all this time in my botched relationships. I loved too much. I gave too much till I turned myself into what I perceived is his idea of the ideal woman and forgot what it was to be me. I think of him constantly, change my agendas, alter my directions solely just for him. I drown in despair when I see that my overzealous devotion isn't returned in the same way as I gave them. Painful to say this but I was selfish. I loved because I want to be loved back muchly. I need to grow up in that sense. Now I that I am a full-blown adult, I need to have realistic relationships and not just giddy schoolgirl ideas of how love ought to be.

Sooo ... in this next relationship (that I hope to get into but nope, no hurry! ^__^), I want to do it right and responsible. He's nice and I want to show him the real me. Haha! I guess that's how my mom keeps my dad married to her for the past 28 years? She's loyal but she has enough self-confidence and she never neglects herself. A tough act to follow but I'm going to try. Gina Fighto!!(ｏ^-^)尸 ~''☆ミ☆ミ

3 more days to Chinese New Year!