11/13/09 02:40 pm - plfffff
We always get over whatever it is that warranted us taking time to get over to begin with, but for how long? I'm growing weary of this pit in my stomach and even more weary of making words of it. It took years for me to come to the conclusion that some people just prefer to be unhappy, or won't do what makes them happy for fear of not keeping it and losing what they already have. I'd like to say that sums you up quite nicely without sounding pompous but I suppose you'd just have to hear me say it. I'm a bit too miserable right now deal with you for more than a few minutes. I can't pile your manic depression upon my all too long held feeling of impending doom and helplessness of the near future. I have to hear it from you everything I'm not giving you that you'd like... for instance: a job schedule that is to your liking and made to change at your will. I don't think you quite understand how close to tipping my job is... Jackie's International is clearly on the verge of going under. Right now I have hours and good ones, be thankful. When a general manager is hired for my store my hours will be cut down to about 20 a week, not nearly enough to sustain us. I don't usually have but one day off lately and when I do get a chance to put in applications and get a call back... I'm usually at work and they want an interview then, not much I can do at work. I suppose I'm going to go to use Tempstaff, but they're closed most of the days I'm off work.