Jen, the fact that you came back means worlds to me. But the thing is, you can't pressure someone into a relationship, if the other party isn't feeling the same way. It's... I know I sound really harsh right now and I'm scared of what will happen to you if but Jen, I keep telling you I can't do, and what I feel comfortable doing, at least for now, and you keep telling me... otherwise.

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I...really didn't realize I was doing it. I'm sorry. I'm seem to be saying that a lot. It's just...the kisses, the cuddling, it all confused me. You tell me one thing and do the other. Baby. Please just tell me what to do. to win you back.

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I... I know, and I'm deeply sorry for sending out mixed signals. It's just... I knew you wanted us to work again, and I tried, I really tried but. Like I said, it's all on me.

I tried, Jen, I really did.

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I just don't know what to say anymore. I think I'm going to go lay down.

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Jen...

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What?

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It's... it's late. Maybe we should just go to bed and cool down. I mean, we've both got busy work days ahead of us.

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What is Smeth? I have the day off tomorrow. It's my scheduled day off.

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Wait, I... I just said
It's too late in the night

I'm not going to tell you to stop lying in bed and not eat anything, because that's not my place. I will tell you that I would like it if you wouldn't.

Not only for my concern, but for Estella. I know she's deeply concerned as well.

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I've eaten a half a burger today and fries and a small soda. So don't jump on my case about that. I'm to go lay down because I'm upset and I'm ruining my journal. I doubt I'll sleep but, still.

And as someone who means everything quite a lot to me. You will always have a place in my life and in my heart. This just won't be easy. Just please...maybe do some soul searching of your own tonight?

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Jen, you've been one of my best friends since we were little. So of course you'd likewise have a place in my heart as well.

I'll try to get some sleep, but I doubt it.

Good night, Jen.

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Good night.

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