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[10 Mar 2008|07:47pm] |
not exactly the best news,
ugh my mom thinks im moving into a downward spiral of depression. she thinks im going to lock my self in my room and commit suicide.
so... she got me a new psychologist. i go tomorrow to meet him and have the first meeting.
i seriously hate going to these things, this is my second psychologist. and just like before im not gunna open up to him. i feel better keeping my thoughts and feelings to myself and no fucker with a diploma in psychology is gunna fucking open me.
ive already been diagnosed with depression before so i already know what is gunna happen.
hes gunna fucking diagnose me and then set me up for a perscription for anti depressants.
technically the first time i was put on those things , they made me feel even more horrible than i already did.
i told my mom the best solution for my issues is to just be with my friends because they make me feel better and i can open up to them mostly about everything. i dont need help from a so called "professional"
god i get to go through hell all over again. jesus save me.
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