don't encroach on my loach   
01:20am 05/04/2009
 
mood: blah
do you ever just feel... insecure? i do it all the time. i don't mean socially or in terms of relationships (which, for me, are totally nonexistant anyway, hooray -_-) or whatever. no, maybe "insecure" is the wrong word. i just get really uncomfortable in my own skin. or almost stuck, somehow.

to become something is so difficult. and it takes so damn long. i feel like i'll just never be anything but mediocre. a failure. sometimes i really don't know if i have it in me to do much else.

...wow. when i started this, it wasn't such a downer. o_O		  
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