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[Feb. 2nd, 2010|04:39 pm]
[Current Mood | annoyed]
[Current Music |'Happy Now?' - No Doubt]

I feel like I'm fighting myself all the time.

I know it's probably just the return of my old friend, Self-Sabotage (we go way back), but it's harder now.

Because this time it counts.

It matters.

It's like:

I've been crusing through school for so long and now I can't - a PhD just won't let you - and I have to undo the way I do everything and start again.

And I don't know if I can do it.

I mean, if I try - if I actually try ... what if it isn't good enough? It might not be. It really might not be.

That's -

it's terrifying.

And I feel like I'm stuck in this place between doing and not-doing, knowing and not-knowing.
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Will You Let Me Slip Away/ Into an Armchair for the Rest of My Days [Jan. 23rd, 2010|04:58 pm]
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[Current Mood | bouncy]
[Current Music |'Willowy Man' - Elf Power]

Camera Obscura and Slow Club tonight!!

I'm going to have to skip out early, unfortunately, to get the last train back, so will miss about half of Camera Obscura which is a little disappointing, but still OK because I still get to see Slow Club!

I'm very excited about them - can you tell? ;)
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A Long Time Between... [Jan. 21st, 2010|07:11 pm]
[Current Mood | thirsty]
[Current Music |'August' - Still Light]

This place had completely slipped my mind! I suppose because there are already a plethora of online journals, very few of which are active (including this one) ... it was inevitable really.

Nevertheless, I have decided to play around with this one on occasion once more. Perhaps as a more personal space? I'm not sure. We shall see.
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The Post That Hurts the Most [Feb. 20th, 2009|04:03 pm]
[Current Mood | bouncy]
[Current Music |'Spirit in the Night' - Bruce Springsteen]

First post, that is.
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