| long @$$ day! whew! |
[16 Dec 2003|09:53pm] |
Well, I just got home after a frickin' 13 hour day! In truth, I didn't even notice the time go by ... it almost seems somedays as if there isn't enough time to get everything done. I really enjoy my work, though it is demanding at times, both physically and mentally. I feel very comfortable in my skin these days.
I had another dream about him lastnight. I am beginning to believe that you never get over some relationships. They just haunt you for the rest of your life. You can never really get rid of someone who sunk in on a subconcious level. When you can't stop dreaming of your past with someone, how do you stop dreaming of a possible future together? It's a question without an answer I am beginning to fear. Perhaps you never really get 'over' your love for someone ... you just get used to the loneliness, the empty space where they once lived.
On the upside, a gorgeous guy flirted with me at work today, (customer,) and he comes in all the time. And, it's not just him ... let's just say I am not without some very promising prospects right now, (which kind of sucks, since I work a lot of the time!) I need to make time for some of these cuties!
I am off to the bath now ... then having some chips and salsa and watching tv for a bit. I don't have to get up quite so early tomorrow, which is nice after such a long day. I have to call a meeting, though ... some of my 'children' are misbehaving. I thought I was a manager, not a babysitter. *lol* Oh, well. It's all in a day's work for me.
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