→ The moan turned into a soft sigh and he wiggled around to try and get Sullivan's hand to slide lower. Robin's heart was racing, thundering in his chest. The shower had turned off and he was pretty sure that Haben was on his way out and he wondered what the other would think about walking in on this.

→ Sullivan wanted it well enough along that it would be hard for the lion to resist. Heeding the begging of Robin's body, his hand slid lower, pointedly groping at Robin through his pajama bottoms, not wasting a bit of time. He wanted him hard and ready by the time Haben got back to the room. Pausing briefly to toss back the covers, leaving them both out in the open, Sullivan quickly returned to his machinations against Robin's cock.

→ The hand on his cock made him pant, gasping and sighing as Sullivan's fingers worked againsth is cock. The hand in Sullivan's hair tightened and he jerked a little as he tucked his leg around behind Sullivan's knee.

→ When the door opened and Haben was standing in the archway, Sullivan didn't stop, just glanced his way, daring him to leave when Robin was writhing prettily beneath him. Haben couldn't tell the arousal from the jealousy and the look on his face was a little sick. Still, it melted into a look of curiosity as he stepped into the room and shut the door behind him.

→ Glancing over at Haben, Robin let his eyes follow the lion as he closed the door. He was begging him silently to come to the bed. To be there for him through this to make sure he made it to the other side without failing. Part of Robin was terrified that he'd get scared and want to stpo or that something would happen and he'd only be able to think of Harris and Oliver.

→ Unable to take his eyes off of Robin's eyes, Haben leaned back against the door, feeling the handle gripped in his hand. It was an anchor, helping him to stay steady and not fall headlong into them again like had happened the last time. But he wanted to. Last time had been good. Really good. Finally, he moved toward them and crawled into bed, the shape of his body never more cat-like.

→ One hand stayed secure in Sullivan's hair and the other reached for the lion, grabbing onto him with a bit of pathetic desperation. If this was going to work then he needed both of them, he needed them to make him whole again. "Haben." He whispered, trying to draw him nearer as he swiveled his hips into Sullivan's hand.

→ Haben's mouth found Robin's ear and he breathed into it. "You look amazing with him, you know." And the words weren't upset, just true and full of want. "You're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen." His words rushed against Robin's skin and dissolved into kisses that ran down his neck as Sullivan growled with growing anticipation.

→ A shudder ran through Robin's body, letting it shake against Sullivan's. "I need you both." he whispered to no one in particular and he let his hand start to slide down Haben's side. The other went down Sullivan's back, his fingernails grazing over the skin just enough to try and make him act.

→ Moving to kiss Robin at the same time as Haben did, the three of them collided in an overwhelming mix of tongues and teeth, punctuated by various pleased sounds coming from Haben. It was Sullivan that removed himself first and went to work taking Robin's pants off, easily maneuvering his body and sliding the fabric off. Haben's towel had long since fallen off and Sullivan himself had been sleeping naked.

→ Once they were nude he felt the need to cling a little more to Haben while they kissed. There hadn't really been clothes for him to wear at the house the humans had taken him too so being nude was almost a little awkward, but he managed to get over it as he felt their hands on him again. He had no idea how it would work this time, but he hoped that they were going to enjoy it.

→ The cling broke Haben's heart, filling it up until he didn't think he could stand how much he wanted Robin. He tasted like nothing else and the lingering taste of Sullivan only made it better. Sullivan was rising back up to the top of them, reaching to card his fingers through Haben's hair, lifting his face up so that he could kiss him roughly. Their kiss was very close to Robin's face, not tauntingly, but wanting him to see that they were getting along. Haben nearly melted, knowing Robin was watching, his presence making this okay.

→ There was a tiny bit of him that wanted to join in but it was entirely overruled by the need to just watch them kiss. Robin's hands were roaming over the both of them and he just kept his eyes locked on their mouths as they kissed. IT was erotic and it was sensual and in a way he knew it was mostly all for him and he liked that.

→ Sullivan's teeth grazed down Haben's chin, and Haben whimpered. When Sullivan finally pulled away, he flicked his eyes to Robin with a prurient smile. Reaching out for Haben, Sullivan tugged him down the length of Robin's body and guided the other boy's face toward Robin's cock and Haben didn't need anymore direction. Running the flat of his tongue under Robin's cock, he sucked him into his mouth.

→ When Haben went down with Sullivan's guiding Robin watched until his cock disappeared into the lion's mouth and then his head fell back against the bed. His eyes fluttered shut and he had to swallow before he could remember how to breathe again. This felt good, it felt different and that was what he wanted.

→ Haben moved painfully slow, taking long, full strokes as Sullivan watched for a couple moments. The lion was good at this, so good he would put it on his resume if he had one. Sullivan rubbed his hand across Robin's stomach, wanting to feel for tension. He took a deep breath, trying to uncover any fear that may have been buried beneath the increasing smell of sex in the room. Finding nothing, he reached for Robin's hand, guiding it to his cock.

→ There was no need to urge him farther than that. Robin's fingers wrapped tightly around Sullivan's cock and he started to stroke. Slow, long strokes in time to the way that Haben's head bobbed up and down the length of his own cock. If he was going to be teased then he was going to tease right back.

→ Sullivan was on his knees, back bowing as his shoulders pressed backwards with the sensation of Robin's attentions. "Fuck," he exhaled, putting his hand behind him to prop himself up. Haben's eyes moved back and forth between Robin's face and his hand working Sullivan over. Pulling his head back, he replaced his mouth with his hand, timing their motions perfectly. "I want to watch him fuck you." Haben found himself saying, the words out before he could really think about them.

→ When Robin realized what Haben was doing he sped his fingers up a little bit, wanting Haben's hand to move faster too. "What about you?" Robin asked softly, wanting to know hwo the other intended to get off because he did not plan to allow one of them without an orgasm when it was all said and done.

→ Haben actually blushed. It took a lot to make him blush, but his own thoughts were embarassingly desirous. "Then I want you both to fuck me until I come." He knew he could handle it, and the thought of them both inside of him was enough to make his cock twitch needily. His fingers pressed harder against Robin, wanting to make it impossible for him to say no.

→ The moan that came out of him was almost a whimper but he nodded, knowing that if that was what Haben wanted then he was not the one who was going to tell him no. "I love you." He said softly, drawing Haben down to kiss him. "I'll do anything for you>"

→ Sullivan had only half heard the plan, and his hand was already working to press his saliva-wet fingers against Robin to test his ability to go forward with all of this. Getting a blowjob was one thing, the next step may be tremulous. "I love you too." Haben whispered into the kiss, words lost easily.

→ When Sullivan's fingers teased against him he tensed up just a little bit but kept right on kissing Haben. As long as he had them both he'd be fine, he was sure of it, so he tried to press himself to relax. His heart had begun to beat so loudly that he could only hear it and nothing else.

→ OMG YAY, John McCain is on SNL against Tina Fey's Palin

→ lmao

→ Moving down to settle himself between Robin's legs, Sullivan's tongue replaced his fingers, thrusting just inside of Robin. He wanted him completely relaxed for this. Haben could hear the soft sound of what was going on and it made him whimper, licking at the inside of Robin's mouth.

→ The sensation was very nearly too much for Robin to take and he started to tremble. Sullivan's tongue was making his body go numb and he tightened his arms around Haben as they kissed. There was a very real chance he was going to come before they even got started but he was trying so hard to hold back.

→ Feeling the clench and ache, Sullivan stopped, waiting and doing nothing but look up the length of Robin's body to the connection of lips above. Once Robin had calmed down a little, he sat up, angling the head of himself against Robin's entrance. Haben turned his head, feeling the movement. In a slow, persistent motion Sullivan pushed himself inside and Haben's hand slid down the length of Robin's arm to clasp his hand.

→ Taking Haben's hand in his, he squeezed his fingers tightly. Sensations rolled over him in waves and he tried to ignore the bad ones. There weren't many but they were still there, still making his stomach flip flop and his body tighten up. If it werent for the two of them being there together he would have already said stop.

→ Sullivan wasn't surprised that he still fit so perfectly inside and soon enough he was buried, body rocking forward to lean his hands on either side of Robin's hips. Haben couldn't help himself and he moved his hand from Robin's hand to his cock, twisting his palm against the soft skin, feeling the pulse beneath it.

→ Robin continued to cling to Haben, but he dropped one hand down to touch Sullivan, just guiding his fingers down the boy's side until they got to his hip and stayed put. Tangling their legs up, he lifted his hips just a little, wanting Sullivan to know that it was okay, he was okay for now.

→ That fraction of permission was all Sullivan needed to increase his speed and start to move like he would if nothing bad had ever happened to Robin. He was beginning to unravel and as Haben lowered his mouth onto Robin's cock, Sullivan thought that would be it for him.

→ Haben's mouth worked over Robin's cock, his hand pressed against Sullivan's lower stomach as the larger wolf slid in and out, slowly increasing in intensity because he was losing any intelligence that he had in his brain, letting his body take over and do what it wanted. Haben groaned, the sound of it going straight down his body to his own cock pressed up against the sheets.
web of spiders There was so much going on at the moment that Robin could hardly think straight, but honestly he was convinced that was a blessing. If he couldn't think then he didn't have to think about Harris or Oliver. Instead the pleasure just washed over him and he got closer to an orgasm.  Lifting his hips a little, he pressed himself deeper into Haben's mouth and let Sullivan slid into him at a new angle.

→ The movement was perfect and Sullivan had to drop his head, muscles going loose as he thrust his hips harder into Robin. Haben swallowed around Robin, throat clenching around him, needing to feel the boy's come and hear his cries. The way Haben moved his hips against the sheets were bringing him close to his own orgasm, but he didn't want to waste it on blankets when he could achieve it between the two of them.
web of spiders Robin came then, losing himself before he even really had a chance to say anything.  The only noise that came out of him was a moan.  A shudder ran through him, from his shoulders to his toes and then back up again as he clung to Sullivan with one arm and got a handful of Haben's hair with the other.

→ Swallowing him down, Haben rested his cheek on Robin's stomach, sighing a warm breath over him with satisfaction. The clenching of Robin's body pulled an orgasm from Sullivan and he ended breathlessly, still locked to the other until he went soft and fell from him. "God." Haben laughed, pleasure lining his voice.
web of spiders Robin's head fell back against the bed and his fingers loosened up against them.  He was panting, struggling to catch his breath after such an amazing release.  All he could think about was how perfect his lovers had been and he just sighed as he mustered up the energy to lift his head enough to look down at them.

→ Sullivan was moving to kiss him and Haben was still just lying there, soaking up how good Robin tasted. Sullivan's teeth found Robin's neck, biting down because he wanted to enforce his dominance because it was comforting to him, and maybe it was comforting to Robin too. Finally, Haben sat up, still clearly hard, but looking perfectly satisfied anyway.
web of spiders For the moment Robin was content in being less dominant than Sullivan. There were occasions where he felt the need to assert himself and those were always occasions where he ended up more hurt than it was actually worth but it didn't stop him from trying.  "His turn." Robin murmured as he saw that Haben was still hard.

→ ugh holdon

→ Sullivan's eyes flicked over to Haben's face, then dropped down the line of his stomach. "Maybe he can just get himself off." He grinned a bit meanly, watching Haben's face. But Haben didn't take offense to it, simply responding to it as a joke like it was meant.
web of spiders Robin pinched Sullivan's side and he just smiled a little bit. "In a few minutes we'll go again, he wants us both inside of him.  Won't that hurt?" Robin wasn't sure but if Haben wanted it like that he'd allow it.

→ "It won't hurt us." Sullivan smirked, not thinking that Haben could take both of them at the same time and would chicken out in the end. Haben didn't say anything  to that, just crawling up Robin's side and snuggling up against him, trying hard not to thrust his hips against Robin's skin.
web of spiders Robin turned onto his side and he laid his head against Haben's, his hand sliding down his body to his hip and back up again. "You don't have to do it like that." he said softly. "I could suck you off, I'd like that."

→ Haben flushed again, fluttering his eyes closed. "I can take both of you. It won't hurt." He knew that because he'd done it before. True, it had been forced and he'd said no, but he'd liked it so much that the thought of how hard he'd come still embarassed him.
web of spiders brb
web of spiders "Okay." Leaning in he kissed his mouth and then he just leaned a little closer to Haben so that he could slide his arm around the other boy's middle. "I'm glad you are here."

→ Sullivan rolled over onto his back, sliding his hands under his head as he relaxed back into the glow of what had just transpired. Haben wondered if it would have gone the same if he hadn't been here. He thought through the possibility of him having gone down to the kitchen, or outside. He thought about coming in to seeing Sullivan and Robin in the aftermath of sex. It started to make him frown and instead of showing it to Robin, he laid his head on the boy's shoulder and looked down.
web of spiders Robin slid his hand down the back of Haben's neck, his fingers rubbing gently as he felt the tiniest bit of tension building between his shoulders.  "I think after we go again we should take a shower and then go downstairs to get something to eat."

→ "We don't have to go again." Haben said, lifting his head up. He glanced at Sullivan, wary. The older wolf just smirked and got up, crawling across Robin's body so that he could climb on top of Haben. "We're going again," he whispered at him, starting to kiss his neck and press himself against Haben's hip.
web of spiders Robin smiled and he wiggled himself beneath Haben so that he could wrap his arms around the lion.  He wasn't hard just yet but he knew it woudn't take him long to get there. 

→ Sullivan, as could be expected was hard again already and he was kissing Haben roughly. The treatment of his mouth was closer to a punishment than a loving gesture, his teeth grating mercilessly against his lips, rubbing them raw. Haben whimpered, a slight rush of panic moving through his body as his ass rubbed down onto Robin.

→ When Haben's ass pressed down into him, Robin lifted his hips as best he could from beneath the weight of his two lovers. He circled his arms around the other boy and let his hand find Haben's cock so that he could stroke him gently. Sullivan was kissing him and it was possibly the most arousing thing that Robin had ever been a part of.

→ Haben felt strange with Sullivan on top and Robin on the bottom, but Sullivan didn't seem intent on being anyplace else. He wanted to see both of their faces and this was how it was going to be. When he felt Robin's hand between them, he stopped the kiss and looked past Haben's face to find Robin's eyes. His own hand reached down to Robin's cock, pushing Haben's ass upward so that he could press the head of Robin to Haben's entrance, trying to make him hard again.

→ It didn't take much effort on either of their parts to get Robin hard again. He stiffened up under Sullivan's grasp and when he started to guide him, Robin lifted his hips to try and push inside the lion. He was already slick with his own come and he just took it slow to let Haben adjust.

→ Haben squirmed at the feeling of Robin inside of him. It made him whimper and he turned his head as far as he could so that he could give Robin an awkward kiss. Sullivan lowered his body to lick up the length of Haben's stomach, up to his neck as he angled in on the kiss. It was easy to tell when Sullivan pushed himself in Haben too because Haben broke the kiss and cried out. It hurt, but the right kind of hurt.

→ The feeling of Sullivan pushing inside made things infinitely more tight and their cocks were pressed together inside of the lion. Robin's arms tightened around Haben, worried about the cry that came out of him. "Are you okay?" he whispered.

→ "Yes," and no more pleasure or agreement could have been packed into that one word. He tried to keep his hips steady, preventing his body from trying to get away from the painful sensation at first. Sullivan put his hands firmly at Haben's hips, thumbs digging against his hipbones. He wanted this now that it had started and he growled. Haben whimpered, but it was just what he wanted.

→ Robin seemed to be the only one that was the least bit reluctant but the other two seemed so into it that there was no way he was going to be the oen the spoiled this. Instead he gave his hips a swivel and he he pushed himself a little deeper into Haben, rubbing against Sullivan as he did so. A moan spilled out ofh im and he did have to admit that this felt pretty good.

→ The sensation of fucking Haben was good, but the fact that he was fucking against Sullivan too made it perfect and he pressed forward mercilessly, urging Robin's cock to match his own as they twisted together. Haben was starting to get loud, and he didn't know where to put his hands, so he tried to cover his own mouth.

→ When his hands went over his mouth, Robin reached up to guide them away. Instead he wrapped the lion's arms around Sullivan's neck and he pushed harder, matching Sullivan's pace. Robin wanted to hear each and every sound that came out of the lion's mouth. He didn't care if it was loud.

→ With the freedom Robin had granted him, Haben's head dropped back against the wolf's shoulder and he cried out as loudly as he could in a wordless, gutteral sound. Various words followed, but they were simply a string of exclamations as Sullivan moved one hand from Haben's hips to his cock, kneeding his fingers into it. He was coming and writhing before anything else could happen.

→ Turning his head to the side, Robin kissed along Haben's neck and along his shoulder. He kept his hands on the lion's hips then and continued to pump, knowing he'd be coming not too much longer. With hwo tight everything was and the noises that Haben was making he knew that he was going to end up coming in the next few strokes, depending on how fast they kept going.

→ Sullivan refused to let up, even though Haben had been run dry. It didn't matter, he still wanted this sensation to last. But Sullivan couldn't hold out either, even though he'd already come once before. Holding himself inside, he spilled over Haben and Robin, warmth flowing out of him.

→ Robin came then too, Haben's body too tight to allow him to get any longer. He came hard and he buried his face against the back of Haben's shoulder as he cried out. He might have been relucatantly before but he was glad they'd done this, it had been one of the best orgasms he'd ever had.

→ Haben could hardly find his breath and he held himself in place, not wanting them to pull away from him just yet. His chest heaved up and down in a ragged rhythm. "Robin," he whined in a long exhale, loving the way his lover's name sounded on his tired voice. Then, after a second, he opened his eyes to see Sullivan and he whispered his name too.

→ Kissing along Haben's shoulder, he kept on panting until he'd caught his breath. His hands had fallen away from the two of them and were just resting on the bed as he slid out of his lover and tried and squirm out from beneath the two of them. He needed to breathe he was feeling a little bit smushed.

→ Haben immediately rolled over, wanting to face Robin and nuzzle into him. Sullivan swallowed and groaned with satisfaction as he got up from the bed. He stared at them for a few seconds, his mind going to Austin because that's where it always went.

→ Turning onto his side, Robin draped an arm around Haben's body and he just laid closer to him. He was exhausted now, his body entirely worn out. He'd wanted a shower and to go downstairs to eat before they'd gone at it again but now he just wanted to sleep for a little while.

→ Sullivan was still going for a shower. When it became clear that neither Haben or Robin was going to move, he smiled a little and didn't bother with finding anything to cover himself up. Exiting the room, he walked across the hall to the bathroom.
---------------Austin Enters------------------

→ When the sex finally stopped after what had felt like hours, Austin got up from his bed and decided that he just needed to get the fuck out of the house. There had been a few moments when he had considered getting up and just killing all of them to make the sounds stop, but then he knew he couldn't do that without getting in trouble. When he came out into the hall it just happened to be when Sullivan came out to go to the bathroom. austin glared but didn't retreat, just kept on down the hallway.

→ "Had enough time to find yourself?" Sullivan asked after him, voice a little bit bitter and maybe even a little bit self-satisfied. It wasn't that he'd engaged in that to get back at Austin for turning him away, but there was an element of that in Sullivan's actions. "You know you can join anytime."

→ "Seems like you have more than enough. No need to be selfish." Austin put his hands into the pockets of his jacket and he started for the stairs. Part of him was convinced that at this point he'd be better off just getting into the car and leaving. No one would know where he was but Hunter and Hunter would never tell, of that he was certain.

→ "It's never enough without you." And that much was true. He could be happy with Robin, but he'd never be satisfied. That was selfish on his part, but he'd at least come to terms with that. He stood there, watching Austin walk away.

→ "Well when you decide that I'm enough, just me, then come and find me. If I'm even still here." Because he couldn't make the promise that he would be. He wasn't going to wait forever.

→ Sullivan sighed. "You said it didn't have to be just you. You gave it and then you took it back. Why are you threatened by him?" He wanted it all. Glancing at the door where Haben and Robin were he didn't understand why they couldn't be like them.

→ "Because I can't take it. I can't listen to you fuck them and enjoy them when you aren't with me." and he knew that it was his choice to take a break from Sullivan but it didn't change the fact that he didn't like this. "I don't want his sloppy seconds."

→ "I miss you." His voice sounded suddenly vulnerable and Austin was the only person who had ever heard that tone from him. He was the only one that Sullivan would allow to hear that weakness in his voice.

→ "I miss you too." Austin's voice didn't sound quite so vulnerable anymore. Not like it would have earlier, before Sullivan had made his choice to stay so close to Robin. Even if he had agreed that it was okay it wasn't. Sullivan should havek nown that.

→ "Please." Please what, he couldn't even begin to express. Seeing Austin after that was making him feel completely broken apart. He thought he'd gotten over the fact that Austin had cast him out, and that maybe that was the last they'd ever be lovers, or even friends. But seeing him made the sensation raw again.

→ "Please what?" austin asked, needing him to specify because really he didn't know what the please was for. "You have what you want right in that room and you did a pretty damn good job of making sure the entire house knew it this afternoon. Save your please for someone who wants to hear it, Sullivan."

→ Sullivan shut his eyes, feeling utterly ashamed. "Please come take a shower with me." It was a shallow request, one that he wished would be some magical cure for what was wrong between them. "Please." He didn't care if Austin didn't want to hear his pleading, he needed to do it.

→ "No." Because the shower would be spent having to wash Haben and Robin off of him and Austin didn't want any part in that. "Go ask one of them to shower with you." With that he finished his trip down the stairs and he went into the kitchen, just needing to be away from that smell and the sight of Sullivan all sweaty and nude.

→ The shower was quick and utilitarian, though he did spend a good deal of it with his head leaned against the wall of the shower, feeling a lump of tears wadding in the back of his throat. He shouldn't have left that room. When he was done, he went back to his own room to get some clothes on and then walked outside because he just needed some fresh air.

→ Austin was sitting on the railing of the porch, back to the door, his eyes out on the woods. The coyotes were out there, he could feel them in the distance but he couldn't see them yet and wasn't sure if they would venture close enough to the woods for him to anyway. He was just sitting there, not eating, not smoking, just doing nothing. He needed to just do nothing while he thought about what it was he was going to do.

→ When he saw him, his bad feeling came back, this time in the pit of his stomach. The angle of Austin's shoulders told him that he was making an important decision and Sullivan had the feeling that it was about staying or going. "I never meant for any of this to happen, you know."

→ "It doesn't matter." Austin said, his fingers curling around the railing as he listened to Sullivan coming closer. "Things never go the way they are planned to go. You should know that by now."

→ "Guess not." He stood behind the railing, next to Austin. "Where would you go?" Because it wasn't something Sullivan could stop anyway.

→ "I don't know. I was thinking Maryland." They had run away there together and had spent a few months in a cabin near a lake. They'd made love everyday and they'd even had Emmett together there. He wanted to go back. Back to a place where he felt safe and his memories weren't haunted with inclusions of Robin and now Haben too.

→ The mention of Maryland made him bend over, putting his forehead against the railing, resting on his arms. He was silent, hunched over and the smell of utter despair washed over him. He didn't have a best friend anymore and he didn't have Austin. It hurt even more than he thought it was going to.

→ "I just don't think I can take it anymore, Sullivan. Laying in bed at night knowing that you are with them and not me. I know Robin's hurt and he needs you or whatever, but obviously he's not that hurt anymore." Not if they were able to have a marathon fuckfest right down the hall from where Austin was trying to study.

→ "I'd be with you if you would have let me." Granted, Robin's issue had taken up his time, but that was a different circumstance. Before that, Sullivan was sleeping alone, wanting to go to Austin but knowing the other wouldn't let him.

→ "I can't be with you knowing that you'd rather be with him, Sullivan. I don't want to be sleeping beside you and having to wonder if you are thinking about him or if you are thinking about me."

→ He shook his head, not lifting his face. "Always thinking about you." He didn't understand why Austin couldn't get that he was all consuming. Always there, always an issue and a desire and a need.

→ Austin didnt' get it because Robin was still in the picture. At every turn Robin was in the picture and he had never been the type that wanted to share. Not anything, not even a second of Sullivan's time. "Then why bother with them at all?"

→ "Because he needs me." In a way, Sullivan had always been Robin's teacher, even if he'd been very harsh when they were younger. "And because if I didn't have him, I'd just melt into you. And I wouldn't be me." He'd be completely dominated. Everything inside of him balked at that notion.

→ "Well what if that's not enough for me? Would you be able to have only him? Would you be happy with only him? Because I've tried but I'm jealous and I can't have you all the time and I don't want to be alone when you are with them." Again it seemed like mabye if Austin had someone else it wouldnt' be such a problem but there just wasn't anyoen else.

→ "No." Sullivan wouldn't be happy without Austin, but maybe that was just his fate. Somewhere in the back of his mind, he wished Austin could just be with them all the time and they could all live in some strange, tense, perfect foursome.

→ Austin just wasn't sure that was logical. Robin hated him and he hated Robin right back. His feelings towards Haben ran to dislike at the best and half the time he could hardly even stand Sullivan anymore with his need for that pathetic little blue eyed wolf. He just didn't think it would ever work. "You can't always have everything you want."

→ "Neither can you, but you still expect it." Expected Sullivan to give up Robin, or give up Austin. He finally lifted his head up but wouldn't angle his face toward the other. "Find someone else then. Find someone else and be with him when you're not with me. Keep Lewis, or whatever his name was."

→ "Lewis is Bernies." And he'd been fun but he hadn't wanted to stay, he'd wanted to go back to the vampires and Austin knew that just like Sullivan, Lewis had people that he wanted to be with more than he wanted to be with him.

→ "It doesn't matter to you that you're first? You'd never be sloppy seconds. You're the only person I'd ever trust to be over me." To dominate him and control him. "It doesn't matter to you that that still scares me, but I do it anyway because I love you."

→ "Why would I want to scare you? That doesn't make me want to be with you more, Sullivan, it makes me want to be with you less. Like it's painful to be with me but you do it out of some weird sense of obligation because you are in love with me. That's not what I want. I don't want you to do something you don't want to, that you're scared to do."

→ Sullivan let out a growl. "You don't fucking get it. You don't get anything." He wanted to push Austin off the goddamn porch but instead clenched his hands around the railing. "I like it. I love it, actually. I love everything about the way you make me feel. And it isn't fair to say I can have you and have Robin and then take it back. I choose you. But you're not letting me."

→ "Because I dont' want you after I've listened to you fuck the two of them all morning. I don't want to smell them on you or hear the sounds they are making when we are together. I don't want to have to think about all of that when I'm inside of you or near you. It drives me crazy."

→ "Can I at least be friends with him?" This wasn't about Haben, the lion meant nothing to Sullivan except as an extension of Robin. He finally looked over at Austin, eyes embarassingly glassy.

→ "Why? Why does Robin matter so much? what is it about him that draws you in? Because I don't see it. I think he's a pest."

→ "Answer my question." He frowned. He'd been over it so many times what he saw in Robin, but Austin would never understand and he'd given up hope of that ever happening.

→ "No." Austin didn't even want them to still be friends, which was unfair and he knew that it was unreasonable. Maybe if Sullivan had asked him later, not after he had just listened to them all fuck,the answer might have been different.

→ Sullivan didn't have an answer to that and instead of saying anything, he turned and walked back into the house.