so i woke up this morning and my mom was like i'm giving you and matt money for dinner. i'm like why. she's like cuz i have an operation. i'm like what? she's she i have skin cancer. i'm like wtf? i looked at the paper she had and its the most common kind so hopefully everything will be okay she didnt tell me anything about it.... seriosuly i know we arnt close and her being an alchoholic distants me from her but wow i realized what a poor relationship we have. i always want a mom like my other friends moms..i'll know how to be a good mom cuz of how shitty she is at being a parent. 

i'm actually hanging out with alex today so i'm real excited since i havnt for like a week. =] and tomorrow after i work jenny and some guys we met from the club are comin over. oh how i love drunken hot tub nights!

music: shut your eyes-snow patrol

I'm sorry she has to go through that! But you're right it's the most common and easiest to be treated I know she'll be okay. And I know what you mean about alcohol distancing you with her. Me and my mom are so close but I have no respect anymore. I don't think I told you but you know how I told you she 'quit' sunday? Well she was fucking trashed last night and I called her out on it. Right now she's nextdoor so I'll see how she acts when she gets home... It's such a shame and I know her mom was an alcoholic so you'd think she'd learned a lesson for her kids. I know I'll have a great relationship with my kids.

I hope you guys have fun :D <3