so i woke up this morning and my mom was like i'm giving you and matt money for dinner. i'm like why. she's like cuz i have an operation. i'm like what? she's she i have skin cancer. i'm like wtf? i looked at the paper she had and its the most common kind so hopefully everything will be okay she didnt tell me anything about it.... seriosuly i know we arnt close and her being an alchoholic distants me from her but wow i realized what a poor relationship we have. i always want a mom like my other friends moms..i'll know how to be a good mom cuz of how shitty she is at being a parent. 

i'm actually hanging out with alex today so i'm real excited since i havnt for like a week. =] and tomorrow after i work jenny and some guys we met from the club are comin over. oh how i love drunken hot tub nights!

music: shut your eyes-snow patrol

i know=( no one's parents go outta town when i come. then again my parents dont go out of town here lol my mom knows..i guess she just doesnt wanna say anything she saw my bottle in my closet and doesnt care lol