| La la la la la la la la la la. Week 4 |
[Jan. 23rd, 2009|10:05 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | The Offspring - Self Esteem | ] |
I can sense writting 52 blogs being near impossible.
because it feels hard to write things now.
and its only week 4. =|
It's not that there arent things happening in my life.
its just i seem to be feeling the same.
Trying to be optimistic. but i guess optismism only survives when things eventully go right.
and sometimes.. just sometimes.
i feel that alot of things go wrong.
and yes. i know my life is great compared to some.
and of course my life could be alot shitter.
but emotions are relative.
its how we cope with them.
i guess i could cope better.
alot of the time.
but thats something i need to change.
lets see how im doing with that by blog number 52.
infact by blog 6 ill be like "fuck this"
I change my mind like a girl changes clothes...
...
Wait. did i just?
anyways moving on away from that.
This weeks picture...
well its a green tutu.
its my green tutu.
yes. strange choice.
and its fucked up i own a green tutu... or any tutu.
but thats one thing. i kinda realise it makes me unquie.
i own a green tutu. people know this. too much.
make me wear it too much.
but it makes me realise normality is fucking weak.
and its great to wear. because people stare at me.
and i know im doing something right.
Oh and im sorry if you saw the "La la la la la la la la la la"
as the title and thought "finally the misrable bastard has something to sing about"
because its reference to the song of the week.
"self esteem" by the offspring.
because its something im lacking this week.
=\
meh ill get over it.
ill keep saying that
if I don't listen to the talk of the town
Then maybe I can fool myself..
I'll get over you.. I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'cause I'm the king of wishful thinking
I am the king of wishful thinking |
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