07:19 am - 001.
Every night I try to go to sleep, I end up twitching.
Every night I try to go to sleep, I wind up awkwardly putting my arm around a girl.
Every night I try to go to sleep, I never can.
Every night I try to go to sleep, I clutch a doll so close to my chest to keep my heart from pounding out.
...no, this is not because I'm in love.
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The time is 7:21 am. The alarm-clock song mimicking some southeast asian ceremony is chiming, chiming, snoozing, chiming. It's a cycle. I like cycles. Diagrams. Explanations. Logic, matter, form.
Lover, there's no such thing as sleeping in if you don't sleep.
Lover, there's no such thing as sleeping in if you're alone.
Please don't be jealous. Please don't be sad. The whole time I'm thinking of you. ♥
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