Well, I over-worked myself again and I made myself think I could do all this shit, but as usual I failed and I didn't get everything done I needed to get done. It's like 6:15pm now and I've still got a rather large list of shit to do, and absolutely no motivation to get it done right now. I mean I've got a lot of stuff done today, but not nearly as much as I wanted too. I think I did a couple things that could have waited until this weekend, but whatever.

So yesterday, I asked Raf to play WoW with me, you know on my little private server, no big deal right, and he made it sound like I asked him to marry me or something absolutely insane. I felt like an ass lol. Whatever, it's not like you know, I got COD4 and Hamachi and all that bullshit so I could play with him...I do that for him, why doesn't he even try something for me. Am I asking to much? Maybe I am, I don't know...at least we agreed on playing TF2 and Counter Strike: Source so I won't complain too much...but for me, maybe he could have tried something else...I tried Skype for him too, so HAH! JERK! Ok done.

And then today, I was like oh you should try airsoft, and he said something dumb about that so I was like eh whatever fuck it and left. I think I am just stressing out too much right now. I need to go play some CoD4 or something, or just relax with the horses or take the dog out for a nice long walk.

Good news, PC snagged Wildfire s01e09 for me. I finally can complete season 1 now! Yay.

I'm going to setup my own TF2 and CS:S server (maybe tonight) and I think now you can use bots without having an extra application. I have to double check on that. It'll mostly be for my own practice, but I'll probably open it up to the world just for kicks. I'll probably install another GB of RAM into the machine...although it's been bitchy about booting lately so I am afraid to turn it off now that's actually up and running haha.

Ok, well this weekend is nothing, just hanging out. Might go get together with some friend or see if there's any airsoft going on...

peace xoxo.