So, you all know there was a big ass misunderstanding. Roxan does have feelings for me and not mean hater type feelings, she has like "Oh Riley! You're so foxy-take your clothes off-let's get married" kind of feelings. That's okay with me. I've been alright for the most part. I was kind of real fucked up and wasted before. That's incase you didn't remember. I had to make it clear. Let's do a recap. Shall we?



Riding to stripclubs on a bike...getting drunk as fuck...wearing chinese man masks with long white beards. Getting slapped by Roxan, finding out that the reason I lost my mind...wasn't even a real reason at all. To be honest, when she yanked my mask off and smacked me across the face, I was in shock. I had no idea what was going on. I couldn't believe I saw her right in front of me, then SMACK, then I couldn't believe that either.

In a way it kind of cleared my head up for a few seconds but then filled it and clouded it with a mass confusion. She began to explain the truth, how Rowen fooled me and was the one who said all those things that made me act retarded. I sat on the floor with my back against the wall when everyone left and Roxan cleaned up my mess..and my life. I felt like crying. Even though it wasn't Roxan who said those things it still hurt. But then I cried because of all the stupid things I did. Wanted to cry because in the end no matter what stupid things I was doing, Roxan came to save me.

She promised to always be there for me. And she was. She was there for me that night and the next day and went home and dealt with her brother Rex.. I don't really want to discuss Rowen right now. But we're getting away from her for a little while. Kali and Maddy planned a trip to Pinegrove Ranch and they promise it would be a blast. Too bad Rant and Casey can't come. But don't worry, Travis and Marky are coming to house sit and baby sit those two little guys.

So Roxan and Rex are coming with us. To spend a week over there. We're driving a SUV up there. Yes, they have an SUV. But like I said, we never talk about the cars that they have because they are rarely used. But Maddy has a Mazda Tribute. That's usually used as the grocery car, when they go food shopping, they use that car and fill it up with massive amounts of food because Kali cooks so fucking much and Maddy's a fat ass who sits there and eats all of the food too! But yeah, so I had to go clothes shopping for our trip! We all wanted some nice new clothes so we all went shopping as a group. Here's some clothes I bought!













ROXAN GOT THIS SAME JACKET IN GRAY!!!


































There it is. That's just some of the stuff by the way. I have a few more jeans and more pj and underwear stuff. I mean I wish I could just be naked the whole time but I think Roxan would catch a heart attack or something instead of a hard on. She's so freakin' innocent it's cute. But yeah. The room arrangements are still a surprise. Tomorrow we'll be going in the morning on our way. Tonight, Roxan and Rex are sleeping over. She's gonna update with her clothes and stuff. We both got cute underwear and socks and things like that.

OH! I ALMOST FORGOT TO TELL YOU WHAT MY SNAPPLE CAP SAYS. "Most elephants weigh less than the tongue of a blue whale." That's a heavy ass tongue...imagine being licked in the crotch with that? Pssh. Your pussy would be paralyzed after that.