Recently, things have been incredibly busy. Kali has been working with her sponsors and trying to convince them to donate money to the people of Haiti. So far she's been very successful, we've all donated money to help these people. We've been working really hard, to get everyone to support these people. You might not think it matters but it does. These tragedies and devastations are a very big deal. It is real. It really happened. This is not a movie. Like people, it really happened seriously, this isn't made up. This isn't like a random ridiculous scene in a bad porno where the guy's penis is the size of a baby elephant.

There are people out there who are doing worse than we are. We can help them. So let's do it. We've been performing for benefits and charities to raise money. Roxan and I were at a telethon together just recently raising money. We're doing everything we can. All of this has opened my eyes really wide. I'm completely awake. I see everything. I am so grateful for everything I have. For my family, for my health, for Roxan.



Roxan is encouraging me to go back to school. Since I never really finished. I kind of dropped out...so she's helping me get my education on. As long as she'll be with me every step of the way I really don't mind. Right now, more than ever things have been hectic.

Kali's working like crazy. My baby cousin Atticus moved in with us. His mom, which is my aunt Linda is really sick and the doctor's aren't sure exactly what's wrong but she's like in a coma. Let's not even bother bringing up his "father", a father is a man who takes care of his family and sets an example. His "father", that "man" is really a SHITSTAIN MOTHER FUCKER. Yeah, he really is. He just packed his shit and left. He didn't even do a thing to make sure aunt Linda was safe or little Atticus would be taken care of. No. What does he do? He runs. He gets the hell outta town. I hope he doesn't ever come back to be honest. Atty would be better off without him anyway, he's just a deadbeat dickfaced ass popsicle. My mother is too old to take care of him so, he's with us. Maddy and Kali are like his parents or whatever. But he's been mostly spending time with Maddy since Kali is doing all this sponsorship, clothing line, perfume stuff. Plus a big percentage of her clothing line and perfume brand earnings will be going to help the people at Haiti which I think is really cool of her to do.



But yeah Maddy takes him to daycare and then they go to her uncle's business. He basically has a sports center. He trains and coaches teams for soccer and things like that. She helps coach the kids that go there. Atty loves it there. He's so young but I think he understands that his mother might never get better but he's okay with us. He knows he's safe with us and that we care and I think that's why he smiles and acts happy. Because no matter what he knows we'll make sure he's okay. He's such a sexy little man. I better make sure to keep Roxan from getting to close to him. She might dump me for him. Haha because I know if he wasn't 3 years old and my cousin, I'd even leave myself for him. He's one sexy little guy. He loves playing with Rant and Casey. They're like his best friends already...but yeah! Roxan's coming over to just hang out. I love that girl. Seriously. She's the best ever. She's fucking hot, she kisses in this very sexy way, she sings and it sounds so sexy, I love dancing with her, she's gorgeous, she's fucking smart too, she cooks some awesome food. Oh that girl is a fucking keeper and I feel like a winner.