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July 14th, 2008

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KURT love vs like
real quick update. i hate weekends now that he's up here fulltime. he works all weekend so i have to wait until sunday nights to see him. but at least we make the time worth the wait. even if it means getting a whole 4 hours of sleep.
i love how he can be so amazingly sweet one minute and then a complete jokester the next. he always knows when i need a good laugh from him, and its scary sometimes. i just wish things weren't so complicated still....

July 11th, 2008

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so super sleepy but i'll say this for now... the past three days have been so amazing.  I love him so much it hurts sometimes... *sigh*  why can't one of us get an apartment already?

June 28th, 2008

growing up... when did i do this?

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so I must be growing up.  A pseudo-ex of mine and i hung out tonight.  Usually we're all cutesy and a lil sexual with each other. And usually I like it.  But tonight, despite *his* insistence that i'm a free agent, I totally felt uncomfortable even kissing my ex.
*he* being the man I fell in love with, and am sort of kinda involved with i guess.  I call him my boyfriend for lack of a better word, but he's still legally married, and so we haven't made anything official. 
Back to the pseudo-ex, B....  B just seems to think of me as a set of tits, because all he did was go right for them the whole time we were on my PARENTS' couch!  Come on, you can't sit through a movie without grabbing my boobs? REALLY! 
So like i said... I must be growing up.  Either that or he's growing down....

June 25th, 2008

somethings quick about me

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so here's my quickie intro to the world of scribbld....
I'm 27, but i've lived the life of 40 yr old.
I work in retail, and I'm starting to hate it after 10 years.
I'm going back to school in november for a degree in psychology.
I'm in love with a man, and its amazing...
At the same time the situation is so confusing and complicated right now I sometimes really wonder about it all
My friends (the true ones) are amazing and I wouldn't know what to do with out them
I have an older pain in the ass, i mean brother, who lives 5 hours away.
I sometimes think he has the right idea.
I still live with my parents, who are still together after 37 years, but probably should be divorced already
I've moved away and come back three times since my 18th birthday
i have 10 tattoos and at the most i've had 13 piercings
i have 7 now
i write really sporadically sometimes
I'm a songwriter and an aspiring country singer
yes i live in NYC and love country music
i also love rock, freestyle, most vocal house, and even some pop
i love makeup but don't wear much when i'm not at work
i can't think of anything else right now... so bye byes! :->
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