James wondered, briefly, when any one in the Order besides Lily herself, actually began to think that they could restrain him and his emotions. Sirius hadn't been able to for years, Remus and Peter had never had the skill, and the only others? They were either dead or kidnapped right at this moment. James considered the rest of the Order friends, family even, but at the end of the day only Lily was allowed to give James any sort of---reprimand? Was that it? He did not care what Sturgis thought, James fucking knew that breaking things wasn't going to help, but nothing and no one else was doing a damn thing either.
"And what are you doing, Podmore?" James shot back quickly, "What good have you done? Is Lily here right now? No? Didn't fucking think so." He'd come close, hand up threateningly and his other gripped tightly onto his wand. He heard the clinking of Gideon's ridiculous crystals and with a quick snap of his wand, a needle thin hex shot out and cracked the crystal until it fell to the map in pieces.
James stepped back arms out, "What are any of you doing? What are---we bloody----we're a fucking disgrace!" His hands slammed down to his side as he glared hard down at the floor. "All the fuck we've managed to do is kill people, and we get up the next day like it's all going to get better when it's fucking not."
He couldn't help his stare as it turned to Gideon, unsure of how the man was still able to breathe with his family being murdered, but the thought resonated through James' head. What the hell was the Order doing, now? They all were bloody useless.
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