alwaysontop commented on blueridgemod's post in blueridgeschool:

Because I'm stupid and a hypocrite and I tell everyone else what to do and always talk about doing the right and then I do this. I just couldn't though. He just can't.. like if you could wouldn't you want to take it all back .. he has his faults but he's still our dad. I'm just don't know if I can throw that away forever.

I can just find a guy and be happy I guess.. it's different he never has to find out. I just miss her soo much though I don't know what to do with myself