alwaysontop commented on sosuccsexy's post in blueridgeschool:

The fact that Jenny's hair looked pretty ruffled up didn't escape Sera but she tried her best to ignore. Whatever happened happened, she was here now. Not that thought didn't completely tear her apart inside just the same. Not wanting Jenny to know she knew she just tried to act natural.

"You can sit down or something if you want." She smiled, motioning Jenny the rest of her way into her room before addressing the blonds question. She already seemed pretty irritated, but Sera knew she could do this. "You can take the bed.. I'll sit over here, or wherever works?.."

She pulled out her desk chair and took a seat there, adjusting one of the buttons on her IPod speaker. Really just for something to do with herself. "About us Jenn." She finally turned to the blond, she'd just needed a few seconds to gather her thoughts.

"Just hear me out okay?.. I know I screwed up big time, with dad and everything else.. I wasn't thinking. I was scared and stupid, and I know that's not an excuse. I know there's no excuses for how I treated you. I was horrible to you I know that too, and it broke my heart every second." She felt herself start to choke up a bit but pushed herself on barely even pausing and looking Jenny directly in eyes at every second. She couldn't look a way.. this was it, maybe the only chance she'd ever get.

"I never meant for it to get so out of control.. especially with Max and stuff. I'm done though.. I swear it's done. I'm done pretending to want someome I don't, when all I want is you." Finally taking a breath, kind of unable to believe she got that all out, she actually felt a bit relieved. She'd been holding everything in for months, not that that was even close to everything she had to say.