alwaysontop commented on sosuccsexy's post in blueridgeschool:

Looking across the room at Jenny Sera wanted to just get up and sit next to her, to talk a little more face to face, maybe hold her hand. She stayed planted where she was though, knowing something like that would probably only make the older girl more upset at this point. She was right! It wasn't that easy, Sera knew she screwed things up royally, atleast they were getting things out in the open though. She really never wanted any of this to happen, she'd say it a million times over if she had too.

"Really? You still love me.. after everything..?" Sera asked, looking up at the blond a bit more hopefully now, still not averting her eyes though. She wasn't sure she wanted to push it, so she continued on. She'd didn't blame Jenny for being pissed in the slightest, she was horrible and stupid and for what exactly? She knew her dad was still going to hate her eventually. What had been the point exactly? There really wasn't one. She was just a coward.. and a huge hypocrite. "I know I hurt you, that was never my intention, not that that makes it right or anything. I just didn't know what else to do, my dad was horrible to Tatum and I knew he would do the same thing to me and I was worried, he'd catch us and throw you out by your hair or something, I know I was dumb and selfish but I really was worried about you the entire time. I never stopped loving you or wanting to be with you, I'm not just saying either, I swear Jen. Look me in the eyes Jen you know me I swear I'm telling the truth?"

She got up taking a few steps towards Meka's bed. "I did I failed you, I failed us, I wanna be proud, I wanna be out with you, I don't know what the fuck I was thinking Jenny. Please, I'm not asking you to just let it go, I know it's going to take time and your seeing someone, she said you're name in my bed this morning Jen." She glanced unintentionally up at Jenny's hair again, which was still quite touselled, trying not to show her displeasure or roll her eyes. As sad as the thought kind of made her, Jen deserved to be happy really, even if that wasn't with her. "But maybe we could start out as friends or something, I wanna prove to you Jen, I wanna regain your trust in me."