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Why he felt his heart breaking the moment he said 'I can't do this to him', it meant that he did really care for Stewart and he well he hadn't get replied to him back, he hadn't said those three words back, and yeah at first he wasn't disappointed, but now he was starting to get, he had all the time in the world to say it and he didn't. Didn't he love him..? He was almost ready to sit up and leave, run out off here and just do anything to get away. Though when he heard Dean's crying, his hysterical and hiccupping crying, he felt his heart breaking, in another way, a different even worse. When it came to comforting and taking care of people, well Sam wasn't the worse, but he sure wasn't the best one either for the job, but with Dean it was different, with someone he really did care for he was a different person. He saw then in this minute how this was effecting his best friend, how hard it was for him and how he was taking it all. He put an arm up and over him, got up a bit so he could get Dean into his arms. "Shh, you don't need to.. I promise you, you don't need to." His mouth was in his hair, his nose smelling him even better and that made him want him even more, but he didn't want to put more pressure on him right now, he wasn't that selfish at all.

"We'll just sleep.. No one will leave.. I really do love you though." Fuck the whole you're girl for saying these kind of things, just fuck them all who thought that, he needed those words and so did Dean, so he was just ignoring all those thoughts in his head on how silly they right now was, or how silly he was most of them. He stroked down Dean's back slowly, rubbing in small circles, slowly until he ran his fingers through his soft hair in his neck. "Just sleep.. nothing else.." He didn't know who should really take care of who here, but Sam suddenly wanted to take that role, he felt like he needed to do it, Dean was on the edge of breaking apart, for what it seemed like and there was no way he was letting him do that, he would help him no matter what.. even if he would give up his own hopes and happiness..