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Graeme Dorny ([info]graeme_cracker) wrote in [info]valesco,
@ 2008-12-07 03:51:00


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Entry tags:giada dorny, graeme dorny

Giada
Closing his journal after writing his last reply to Giada, Graeme let out a heavy sigh, leaning forwards to place his head in his hands. He had been at his parents’ house when his journal flashed, visiting them since it had been quite some time since he had seen them. He would have invited Giada, but ever since that damn billboard went up, she had been getting a lot more publicity. That involved more work, and less time for them to see each other. He was happy, ecstatic for her even, but he couldn’t deny the fact that this whole thing had gotten to her head a little bit. It didn’t help that it made him a little jealous, too. She had been stopping on the streets to sign things when they recognized her, like the new local celebrity that she was, and he had just been tagging along. He probably wouldn’t have cared so much if the ministry hadn’t been beating down his ego little by little with each new ‘law’ they passed. It made him feel small and insignificant, especially since he was dating and living with a pureblood, but to be a poor muggleborn who was dating and living with a rather wealthy pureblood semi-celebrity was something that made him want to just crawl under a rock. He never let Giada know that, though. He didn’t want her knowing that he felt lower than her, because that might make her feel uncomfortable. She didn’t understand what it was like, to have all of her rights ripped out from underneath her, but he didn’t blame her for that. It wasn’t her fault. It was just…frustrating, when she tried to, because he couldn’t explain how it felt; how hard it was to deal with. And now she was crying, and he was just…overwhelmed.

Sitting upright, he kissed his parents goodbye, noting how upset they looked because of the situation he was in, and then grabbed his wand, apparating back to the apartment building that he shared with Giada. He climbed the steps, got to their apartment, and used the key…a very muggle thing to do, that was just second nature to him. It made him inwardly scowl. Part of him wanted to use as much magic as he possibly could, just to prove that he was a wizard, and not just a muggle who had been invited into the wizarding world by pureblood elitists. He let the negative thoughts slip from his mind as he turned the doorknob, stepping inside. Closing the door behind him, he locked it and then placed the key down on the counter nearby, along with his coat.

After that was done, he ventured towards the bedroom, where he knew Giada was sitting since he could hear her quiet sniffles. He stopped for a moment in the doorway before moved closer to her, slipping his hands into his pockets before taking a seat beside her- or, in front of her, since she was sitting cross legged near the pillows. A hand reached up to be placed on her knee while the other one was used to close her journal, which was still open in her lap for some reason, now a little bit damp due to tears. Moving it away and placing it on the nightstand, he scooted closer to her, tucking her hair behind her ear with one hand as he used the thumb of the other to wipe beneath her eyes, trying to get rid of some of the tears. “Please stop crying…”



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[info]shelovesyou
2008-12-07 10:09 am UTC (link)
These past few weeks had been amazing. Amazing! With the billboard, and now the station was running ads in magazines and people noticed her and shouted at her on the streets and it was just so much fun. Giada enjoyed the attention, even she couldn't deny that, and maybe she enjoyed it a little too much, but--it wasn't horrible, really, it was just a new and fresh way to go about life, right! She was even thinking about where this knew found celebrity in the muggle world could go, and her thoughts turned to the telly and---

--and all of it seemed so ridiculous now, knowing that Graeme and the other muggleborns in the wizarding community were being shipped out of their homes. Out of their homes! Graeme and Giada--they had a home. It was a small flat but it was a happy flat (and Giada definitely believed a place could have emotions). Their home was filled with laughter and love and just nice things so how could the ministry think that sending them away, that separating muggleborns from the people they love--how could they think that was fair.

"But--but--" she started, trying to hold it together for Graeme. Her Graeme, she couldn't lose him! What if they decided that muggleborns couldn't even leave the flats or something! What if they decided that non-muggleborns proved too much of a risk! What if--what if---Giada's breath caught in her throat and she pushed forward to cling onto Graeme as she began to cry again. "Youcantleave!"

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[info]graeme_cracker
2008-12-08 03:17 am UTC (link)
Her immediate reaction, the fact that she couldn’t even get out a full sentence let alone a second word, let him know that this was not going to go very well. Not that he had expected it to, but her tears were just absolutely breaking him. They were tearing into him, making him feel even worse about this situation that he was now in. What choices did he have? What could he do to make all of this better? He’d do anything for her, she knew he would. That included not being able to step foot into the wizarding world again…but that wasn’t fair to either of them, no matter what he did. If he stayed where he was, he lost his rights to enter any wizarding facility in Hogsmeade or Diagon Alley, which was a restraint on her if she ever wanted to bring him anywhere. But if he moved, and she came with him, it wasn’t fair to him, because he’d know that she was miserable being in this secluded little colony. He didn’t want to give into this, but…God, he didn’t know what else he could do.

“Shh…” he sighed again as his arms went around her, stroking her hair so that he could try to calm her down. He was already freaking out, and…damn it, another selfish act on his part was to want her to not cry for his sake. Why the fuck did the Ministry have to do this? Why did they have to make him feel like a complete waste? She was hurting right now because he was trying to do the right thing, to move to this stupid colony so that they could still be together…but it wouldn’t be the same. They’d have to visit each other. They wouldn’t have a home they’d share, and everything would be different. Worse. Eventually, after holding her for a few more moments, he confessed once more what he had been thinking even before he had gotten there. “I don’t know what to do…” He spoke quietly, needing to keep her close to him because he didn’t want to let her go. It wasn’t like they’d have to break up, or anything like that but…it could lead to that, if things kept getting worse. He didn’t want to think of that, but the thoughts were plaguing his mind, and they were tearing him down. “I love you, Giada…I just…I don’t know what to do…they’re fucking with our lives…and I don’t want you to get hurt. I don’t want you to keep getting hurt, because of me, and…I don’t know what to do…”

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[info]shelovesyou
2008-12-08 03:44 am UTC (link)
Giada had never been one to make decisions. It took big, drastic events to get her to put her foot down, and it seemed like, when they did, she always ended up hurting about it for months. Emmet and his baby, that lead her to tell her parents about her secret life, which meant getting kicked out of the house---the flat, telling them that she wasn't going to leave Graeme, that got her completely disowned and--and it just seemed like---

Why couldn't everyone see the world like she did? What was wrong with just being honest and nice and---Giada saw nothing wrong with the muggle world, she saw nothing wrong with muggleborns and the magic they produced and she knew that no one was better than the other, who was You-Know-Who to say that and---and--

"Let's--let's leave, we can leave, Graeme!" she let out, pulling back to look frantically into his eyes. Giada might be an optimist, but she wasn't stupid; these complexes were just the first step in completely eradicating the muggleborns from the wizarding population. It was obvious, and how the ministry could think this was right completely flabbergasted her. "Graeme, it's okay, it's okay, I would rather---I can't--I can't live without you, let's just go."

Her hands went up to her face, a fleeting thought of 'how did I get so hysterical so quickly' passing through her head. Her answer came immediately; this was Graeme, this was a man that---Giada could be with forever, and her heart knew it, and she wanted to be with him forever and now that she admitted that to herself the idea of letting him go was absolutely not going over well.

"It'd be fun, I think," a shaky smile crossed her face, even though her eyes were still welled with tears. "We'd--we'd be pretty groovy muggles."

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