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Shame they had never--- with Octavius' words, Rose felt her stomach twist with guilt. Had she had just potentially started what could be a quick or long ruin of her most normal relationship because--- because she didn't even know why! Because.... because she was stupid, and did things with thinking and without thinking that were stupid either way in the end. What was wrong with her? How did he---

Octavius! Rose snapped back into reality to take him in. Was that--- had he--- what was happening here? She felt like she was going to vomit. Rose's thoughts whirled to a new level of utter ridiculousness as she distinctly realized he was perfectly fine. Smitten even! There had been kissing back! What did that even mean? Her eyes went wide and her heart began to race. It felt like she was frozen-- paralyzed! She--- was--- paralyzed. In this spot. The thought that if she didn't move a muscle, he would forget she was present crossed her mind, but it hardly stuck. Octavius was neither blind nor an animal with lesser evolved eyes than humans.

Actually he had very nice eyes, very tranquil blue-grey that could be very soothing when--- what was she doing? And how was that-- why were they still holding hands?! Rose immediately let go of him, her mouth running as she felt her legs begin to shake.

"I'm sorry!" she sputtered, her feet practically itching as they began to fumble over each other. "I shouldn't have done that. I really shouldn't have-- I don't--- I didn't--- I don't know what to say. I feel---" What did she feel? Like that was a question that could be answered anytime soon. Biting her lip, Rose closed her eyes, unsure to continue and hoping Octavius would cut her off.