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Draco Malfoy ([info]lordlyheir) wrote in [info]mudbloods,
@ 2013-05-15 02:29:00


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Draco was kind of disappointed that Merlin's new apartment was ready for him to move in. He liked sharing a room with Merlin. They were going to live together eventually, this was like a dry run. Merlin having his own flat would have been a lot more exciting if Draco's mother hadn't already made it clear that she expected Draco to sleep in his own bed on weeknights once school started. The way she'd said it, Draco didn't doubt she'd actually make a point of checking on him.

"I've never actually seen this flat," he said, as he and Merlin rode the lift up to Merlin's new place. Draco had a box full of clothes and books Christina and Lavinia had brought over in his arms. "Mum says it's nice. It's where Father lived when he first met Evan which I guess is why he never sold it."


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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-05-15 07:25 am UTC (link)
"It's supposed to be really nice. It's got all your father's old furniture." Merlin admitted as the lift made a ding sound and they were in his flat. He stepped out and took a look around, feeling a bit surprised at how big it was.

"This place is like a palace." Merlin laughed and put the bags he had on the ground. "Holy hell."

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-05-15 07:33 am UTC (link)
Draco set the box he was carrying down on a table, laughing at Merlin's reaction. "It's my father's old flat. You know what he's like. What did you expect?"

He walked over to the windows, tugging the curtains partway open so they could take in the view. "There's supposed to be a remote for these somewhere," he said. "This is so much better than the house. Not being allowed to sleep over on weeknights is the same as being allowed to live here on weekends, right?"

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-05-15 07:41 am UTC (link)
Merlin laughed at Draco, rolling his eyes. He was so dramatic. "It depends how much I'm working on the weekends. I have to have a job, Draco. I fully intend to pay your father rent, which means most of my weekend will be taken by a job."

He walked over to where he was and kissed his neck softly. "I love you, though. You can stay here and wait on me."

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-05-15 07:54 am UTC (link)
"I know you want to get a job and pay rent. You'll have some spare time, though. No one would make you work all weekend. You've got school to worry about too." Draco kissed Merlin back, smiling against his lips. It felt good to finally have Merlin to himself. "I love you too."

He pulled away. "Let's look around and explore the rest of the flat. I want to see where I'm waiting while you're out at your job."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-05-15 07:55 am UTC (link)
Merlin laughed at that and nodded. "Yeah. Alright." He told him, taking Draco's hand into his and leading him through the living room. He looked at the kitchen area and hummed. "Doesn't look like this was used much."

He glanced at Draco. "I suppose your father probably doesn't really know how to cook, right?"

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-05-15 07:59 am UTC (link)
Draco snorted. "No, definitely not," he said. "I'm the same as him. Learning to cook is just not a Malfoy family priority. Besides, there are plenty of services that will bring you properly portioned meals if you're willing to pay for them."

He shrugged as he looked around. "He said he'd had the cupboards and fridge stocked with the basics, so there's probably booze."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-05-15 08:02 am UTC (link)
Merlin snorted and shook his head. "You know I'm not too much of a drinker anyway. Basics, I hope, would include some actual food for me to eat. I don't need to be drunk all the time." Which was what he felt like doing.

He kissed Draco softly and shook his head. "You should take a class in cooking on the weekends." He told him, ruffling Draco's hair because he knew he hated it.

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-05-15 08:19 am UTC (link)
Draco gave Merlin a grumpy look, reaching up to straighten his hair out. "Don't mess up my hair. What's the point in cooking classes? I know how to dial a phone and we've got a cook at home. I can bring you real meals. Or you can just eat with us."

He opened the cupboards, snorting. "Cereal and scotch," Draco said. "Fairly typical for my father."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-05-15 09:21 pm UTC (link)
Merlin looked back at Draco, feeling annoyed by his disinterest in learning how to cook. Draco never wanted to do anything that might actually benefit himself or their relationship. He shook his head.

"Cooking is important. It's a basic survival skill." Merlin informed him. "And you could cook me dinner and I could say to my friends, 'Hey. My boyfriend cooked me dinner last night and it was delicious'."

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-05-15 09:34 pm UTC (link)
Draco laughed at that. "Anything I cooked you would not be delicious," he said, turning back to Merlin and moving closer to him. He pressed a kiss to Merlin's lips. "Does you talking about telling your friends your boyfriend cooked for you mean you're going to tell them you're gay?"

He smiled at Merlin, sliding his hands under his shirt and resting them on the small of his back. "I know you're still not completely comfortable being out to everyone."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-05-15 09:46 pm UTC (link)
Merlin sighed softly, resting his hands on Draco's hips. "I don't know. Just... if the occasional ever arose, I'd be able to tell them." He pointed out, then ran a hand through his hair.

"I just thought it would be nice. You cooking me dinner." Merlin told him, trying not to look too upset about it. "Or... doing something nice for me like that. You just... have no basic skills."

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-05-15 09:56 pm UTC (link)
If the occasion ever arose. So no, Merlin wasn't going to tell them. Draco did his best not to feel disappointed. Merlin had gotten kicked out of his house the last time someone found out. Of course he was hesitant to tell anyone else.

"I have basic skills," Draco said, frowning a little at that. "I can still have food here for you when you get home if you want dinner from me. I don't have to cook it. I've got money. I do nice things for you."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-05-15 10:02 pm UTC (link)
Merlin looked back at Draco. This wasn't going anywhere good. "I don't want your cook to make me dinner. I want you to make me dinner." He told him, feeling exhausted about it. He shook his head.

"Forget I said anything about it." Merlin told him as he moved on to where the bedroom was. He'd made Draco dinner a couple of times. He didn't see what the big deal was about learning to cook.

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-05-16 12:02 am UTC (link)
Draco shrugged it off, following Merlin back to the bedroom. He fell onto the bed, smiling up at the other boy. "You have brand new sheets," he told him. "I made a specific request for those, since this is where my father and Evan lived until my parents got married."

He looked around the room. "This place is huge. We could probably keep it when I move out."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-05-16 12:06 am UTC (link)
"Yeah. It's huge." Merlin nodded, glancing at the closets. He walked over to it and opened the doors, glancing at all the suits and clothes. He picked up a note attached to one of the suits.

Lucius had bought him clothes. He felt... odd about it. "I guess your Dad thought of everything."

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-05-16 12:13 am UTC (link)
Draco sat up, raising an eyebrow at the suits. "Jesus," he said. "I knew he liked you, but that's a lot of suits." He slid off the bed, walking over to examine them.

"Well, at least he didn't skimp," he said, examining the Valentino tag on one of the suits. He could pick out Prada, Dior, and Gucci hanging up in the closet as well. Draco shrugged. "You know what my father's like with presents. When you have billions of dollars, sometimes you just want to spend it."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-05-16 12:16 am UTC (link)
"There's some other clothes. But, I can't accept these." Merlin shook his head and looked at Draco. "I'll have him send them back tomorrow morning. Once I'm more settled in or something. But, I'm definitely not keeping them."

He rubbed at the back of his neck and walked over to the bed, looking it over. "I guess I'll have to save some money and go to the store. Get some real groceries."

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-05-16 12:19 am UTC (link)
"I don't know if he'll take them back easily. He knows you like suits. They're gorgeous suits." Draco ran his arm over the sleeve of one of them. "Maybe you could just keep one. In case you need it for something."

He looked back at Merlin when he walked away. "It's your first night here. Let me order us a pizza or something. You're a teenager. You're allowed to take some help from the people who love you."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-05-16 12:57 am UTC (link)
"I know I'm a teenager. I just... It's just groceries." Merlin looked back at Draco and gave him a sad look. "I know you have money. I don't want your money, Draco. I want my own money."

He leaned against the wall. "I just... I don't want to offend you, but you throw your money around all the time. And not all of us have money."

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-05-16 01:02 am UTC (link)
"I know," Draco said, giving Merlin a slightly confused look. "I have money and right now you don't, so let me take care of you until you find a job and you can pay for your food on your own. There's nothing wrong with letting your boyfriend buy you a pizza."

He stuffed his hands in his pockets. "I'm not... giving you the money or expecting you not to try and make your own place in the world. I just want to help and this is a way I know I can help."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-05-16 01:13 am UTC (link)
Merlin sighed softly and leaned in, kissing Draco deeply. He knew that he just wanted to help, but Tom was a Riddle. He had a hard time accepting things from people without giving them something in return.

"I'm never able to do anything for you." Merlin replied, sighing softly. "I can't. And it makes me feel awful."

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-05-16 01:22 am UTC (link)
Draco kissed Merlin back, pulling him closer. "You do things for me," he promised, shaking his head. "You love me. That's a really big thing you do for me."

He nipped at Merlin's bottom lip. "You came out to your family for me. That's huge." Draco took one of Merlin's hands into his. "One day you're going to be hugely successful and you can buy me something big and shiny to thank me for buying you pizza, all right?"

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-05-16 01:34 am UTC (link)
Merlin sighed heavily, doing his best not to tear up. He was so... frustrated. And so stressed out about everything. He looked at Draco for a moment, then fell back against his bed and rubbed at his eyes.

"I'm just...." He sighed. "I'm so stressed out and I want to figure things out for myself. Or I'm going to explode. What if I never become successful? What if I'm just some boy who works in a fast food restaurant for the rest of my life? You won't love me then. You'll leave me for someone better suited for you."

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-05-16 01:41 am UTC (link)
Draco frowned a little at that. He knew Merlin was stressed and he was doing his best to be therefor him and make things easier. He sat on the side of the bed beside him. "I'm not that shallow," he said. "I'm not going to stop loving you because if your job."

He shook his head. "And I know you, Merlin. I know what you're capable of. So let's say you don't end up ruling the world some day. I've had feelings for you since I was thirteen. They wouldn't magically vanish because you didn't get rich. I'm rich enough for the both of us anyway."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-05-16 01:57 am UTC (link)
"That's the problem." Merlin grumbled as he looked away from Draco. Why couldn't he understand the situation? He turned and looked at his boyfriend, shaking his head.

"I don't want to be your little wife, living off your money." Merlin told him. "I actually want to make something of myself and not live off the moey someone gives me."

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-05-16 02:02 am UTC (link)
"I don't want you to be my little wife," Draco said, frowning at Merlin. "You're going to make something of yourself, Merlin. You're smart and you're ambitious. My parents only want to give you the equivalent to the things you lost."

He was trying not to read things into Merlin's comments. Merlin was upset. It was normal for Merlin to be upset. "There's no shame in accepting help from people who care about you."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-05-16 02:04 am UTC (link)
"There is for me. You don't understand at all." Merlin let out a frustrated noise and sat up, running his hands through his hair. He just wanted a breath. A breath to himself. He pulled off his shirt and started to undo his trousers.

"I'm going to take a bath." Merlin told him, kicking off his shoes before he tugged off his trousers.

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-05-16 02:09 am UTC (link)
Draco watched Merlin getting naked. Maybe he didn't understand, but he was trying to. Merlin seemed unable to accept that someone else's opinion might be valid too.

"I could join you," he offered, giving Merlin a hopeful look. "I bet the bathtub here is huge too."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-05-16 02:18 am UTC (link)
Merlin closed his eyes and ran a hand through his hair again. He felt so frustrated, but he did love Draco. He didn't want him to get angry with him. He turned to face him and let out a sigh.

"Alright." He nodded. "But, I kind of just want quiet time. I need to calm down or I'm going to burst at the seams."

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-05-16 02:24 am UTC (link)
A small, petty part of Draco wanted to point out that he actually hadn't said or done anything wrong, but now didn't seem like a good time to bring that up. He settled for nodding.

"I could go out and get us something to eat," he offered, after a moment. "Give you some time alone"

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-05-16 02:40 am UTC (link)
Merlin looked at his boyfriend and sighed. "I'm sorry." He told him. "I know that you're trying to help, but it gets really frustrating for me. You don't understand this at all. You don't understand what I'm going through and you won't."

He shook his head. "I just... I don't want you throwing money at my problems. That's what your family does. If something isn't working, you throw money at it. That's not helping me. That's just paying people off to leave me alone."

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-05-16 02:51 am UTC (link)
"We're not just... paying people to leave you alone, Merlin," Draco said, shaking his head. "My parents are just trying to support you. My father's letting you pay rent, isn't he?"

He ran a hand through his hair. "I'm trying to understand it. I know I can't understand what being kicked out feels like, but I can try and sympathize and be here to support you, right?" Draco sighed. "No one's trying to make you sit around and not do anything for yourself."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-05-16 04:28 am UTC (link)
"I'm just going to take my bath." Merlin told him with a soft sigh, walking into the bathroom to run his water. The tub was huge and round and porcelain. It was almost unfair that someone could have a place like this.

He sighed. Things would have to get better, right?

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[info]lordlyheir
2013-05-16 04:36 am UTC (link)
Draco was starting to feel like maybe things had been better when things were a secret and Merlin didn't want anyone to know about them. It had sucked, but Merlin hadn't acted like he was annoyed with Draco all the time. What had happened to when they were little and all Merlin wanted to do was figure out a way to cuddle more and exclude everyone else from their lives?

Draco ran his fingers through his hair. "I'm going to get dinner," he called, leaving the bedroom. Merlin was just stressed out now. Things would get better.

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