H O P K I R K (houseofleaves) wrote,
@ 2008-04-14 23:57:00

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i'm not allowed to eat, or leave, or move. i miss my home, my daughter, my husband. i miss wishing i had a life worth bragging about or a hobby to occupy my time with. i miss home.

after this, i'm going to get a job. maybe a hobby, start doing something with my life. i can't just sit at home anymore, apparently it causes me to get sick.

i miss my daughter. i'd do anything to see caleigh. but it's not wise to put her life in danger. what is this? a virus? a virus of what? i've barely been gone two days and i'm begging to leave. get me out of here. tobias, you should be helping me, not those gits you call coworkers. ~~ugggghh~~

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bamfintraining
2008-04-15 06:14 am UTC (link)

I'm doing my best, Mal, but I also have to take care of our daughter and make sure that she doesn't get sick. I would never risk her health like that. But I'm not going to let anything happen to you either. I'm sending Caleigh to stay with Flora so that I can focus on you and make sure you get better.

Caleigh misses her mummy. I told her you'll be home soon, and she's quite anxious to see you again. And she will, because you are going to get better. I know it doesn't feel that way now...it's bloody awful. But it will get better, love. I promise.

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	houseofleaves 2008-04-15 06:19 am UTC (link)
	i know, love. it's hard. you're not the one who's sick. i just don't think people are doing their job here. what is this? why are so many people sick? ...tell her i love her. and you, too. in case it doesn't get better. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bamfintraining 2008-04-15 06:27 am UTC (link)
	I am going to do whatever it takes to make you well, dear. The healers still don't know exactly what it is, but we're doing our best, and it will get better. Don't say things like that, love. You're going to be fine. I'll make sure of it. But I will give your love to Caleigh. She'll be happy to know you're thinking of her. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	houseofleaves 2008-04-15 06:31 am UTC (link)
	i trust you. this just isn't how i always pictured my life going. not doing anything all day, then getting some deadly virus and ending up in st. mungos. but really, what if it doesn't get better? caleigh won't have a mother to look up to. i will have wasted my life. i'm sure i will be, but it is one of those times when you have to think about these things, i suppose. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	estellerina 2008-04-15 04:19 pm UTC (link)
	~~Ohh---~~ I'm so sorry, Mal! People seem to be getting better, though, I think a lot of rest and just ~~sdks--~~ staying calm will work things out. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	houseofleaves 2008-04-15 04:41 pm UTC (link)
	that's what i'm trying to do, but being sick just makes it more stressful, which makes me not want to sleep. tobias is trying. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	estellerina 2008-04-15 06:27 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe ask for a sleeping potion? It'll be all right. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	houseofleaves 2008-04-15 06:36 pm UTC (link)
	yeah, i think i will. being sick really sucks, stell. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	estellerina 2008-04-15 06:42 pm UTC (link)
	:( Anything you want? Magazines? Books? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	houseofleaves 2008-04-15 06:47 pm UTC (link)
	unless i can see my kid, i don't think i could find use of anything else. i was supplied a stack of quidditch magazines last night ... don't know what to do with them, but opening them really isn't a top priority right now. books ... got anything interesting? (Reply to this)(Parent)

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