Your heart is a hummingbird.
So I guess I don't really care if he sees this later or not. I doubt he will see it but I'm sick of making entries private these days so I'm just going to have at it.

I'm sick of Kevin. It's been over a half a year that we have been "friends" but if anything I think the only reason I've stayed near him was my lust for him. LUST. No real like for his personality. Finally. I realized what he's really like. A self centered, boring, prick. I can't stand how he requests that people follow him along. I hate how he always asks if people have money. How he repeatedly says he hates people for no reason. Thinks that girls always want to fuck him after they give him one glance. I hate that damn BMW and Audi that he says would save over me if we were both in front of a speeding train. I hate how he always requests back massages and gets super pissed off if I don't give him one. I hate how two faced he is and always talks about people. I hate how boring he is. I hate that if we do anything, it's what HE wants to do. I'm sick of Kevin. SICK. No more. I have changed because of him. I've started to become that self centered prick he is. I am finding new friends. BYE.

Now that, THAT is out of my system.

Today is beautiful.
I got my hair colored and cut today. It's blonde looking now. Really cute :D


My video in broadcasting class got a 20/20. I'll probably post it on youtube soon and show it off :P Or not. Because it's really embarissing. Mrs. Hamersma did tell me though that I look and sound good on camera and she thinks it's something I should always be doing. She's probably hinting at me being on air again. But I am too shy for something like that! haha.
I left my laptop sitting on the couch in class while I went to use the bathroom and when I came back, these photos were on there..





PS

New art pieces.


Batique. Basically I did the preliminary drawing with wax, water colored, then waxed the whole thing. Cracked it and poured black ink over it. Ironed the whole thing to lift the wax. It's a skull in water with three sparrows floating above it. Didn't turn out like I wanted it to.


Watercolor and Ink. Kinda meh drawing but I made it for the AP Art class.