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wadcock ([info]wadcock) wrote in [info]valesco,
@ 2013-03-28 22:19:00


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Entry tags:henry wadcock, seth wadcock

Who: Wadcock Brothers
What: Mah more feels
When: Today!
Where: Henry's house
Status: Finishing in comments



The loud thudding in Henry’s head wouldn’t go away, no matter how hard he’d dug himself into the cushions of the couch. His head had constantly been throbbing for the past month and it seemed like he couldn’t even escape the feeling in his dreams. Henry opened his eyes and stared out at the blurry world, blinking rapidly as he realized that the thudding was not being caused by a migraine, but by someone at the door. He looked around the living room of his home, a decent sized house that had barely been lived in. Without any magical or muggle lighting it was brightly lit, a selling point of the place, one of the main reasons why Heidi had fought so hard for it.

Dismissing the thought, Henry sat up and rubbed his hand over his face. The banging on the door wasn’t stopping and he looked at his watch. His mother shouldn’t be back with Brandon for another few hours...or was it Daniel Twilfit who had taken the boy? No, Daniel was coming tomorrow, yes, he was sure of that, and there was no way that his mother would be causing such noise. Henry forced himself up and off the couch and slumped his way over to the front window to peer out at his porch, pulling back a curtain slightly. He shook his head at the sight of his brother and let the curtain drop again. Henry had no desire to talk to anyone right now, but if he ignored Seth then he would go to their mother and that would cause her to panic and it would create a domino effect of unwanted attention.

He went to the door, but didn’t open it. Instead Henry dropped his head to the wood and allowed Seth’s knocking to rattle his skull a little more.

“Not in the mood, Seth,” he called through the door, shutting his eyes.

Seth drew a long breath through his nose as he pursed his lips. Once he heard Henry’s voice, verifying his brother was indeed alive, his worry dissipated into utter frustration. He ran his hand over his face, finally able to breathe. It had been a long day and it wasn’t even three in the afternoon yet. “I don’t care, Henry.”

First an owl from the ministry asking if he would please come in to make a statement about the attempted abduction the previous year. Something Seth truly wished he could leave in the past. He dealt with it, responded telling them he would help how he could in the investigation and pushed it back out of his mind. He had fallen behind on all things quidditch and he was trying his best to play catch up. Seth hadn’t thought of it again until a W.Q.W. events coordinator stuck her head asking after Henry. Who should have been at a meeting more than an hour prior. With everything that had happened in the past few months, Seth’s heart dropped. Henry was the most punctual person Seth had ever known. He sent owls if he was going to be merely five minutes behind. It was annoying.

And so far, Henry had been fairly on top of delegating and rescheduling his appointments, but to straight up not show? That had Seth grabbing his coat and heading to Henry’s house in mere moments. He had been doing his best to keep his distance, let Henry have his space, but there was a certain point when Henry had to return back to his life.

“Open up.” Seth said rapping his knuckles on the door gently, now knowing his brother was on the other side. “I’m not leaving until you do.”

Henry pulled back from the door, running a hand through his hair. “Just go home, Seth.”

He dropped down to sit on a bench by the door, shoulders heavy. There was still sleep in his eyes, and Henry was sure he could fall asleep right here if given a few moments of silence. Sleeping had been the hardest part of the past month; there were the nightmares, the constant ringing in his ears of Heidi’s voice, the inability to sleep in the bed they’d shared, and there was Bran. His little boy had immediately noticed the disappearance of his mother’s presence and had seemingly reverted to being unable to sleep through the night. Three, four hour intervals were the most Brandon could manage, and Henry’s soothing tones and calming motions couldn’t lull him back to sleep. There were times when Henry just let the baby cry and cry, miserable with himself for doing so but unable to build up the energy to do anything else.

The healers said he’d get used to it. Bran would one night just sleep straight through and they’d be back on track. They said the same thing about Henry, too, that there’ll be a day when he wasn’t immobilized with grief on an hourly basis and he’ll be able to function in society once again.

That was for another day, however. Henry pressed his back against the wall and stretched out his legs, knowing Seth was going to be stubborn and continue to knock. Hopefully he wouldn’t literally barge his door down.

Seth listened carefully through the door for any sign that Henry was going to open it. Silence was all he got after the insistence that he just go home. Well at least he was still on the other side of the door. Technically knocking was just a formality. Seth knew the wards to his brothers house and could easily let himself in. Which is exactly what he would have done had he not gotten a response. But doing so now, after already acknowledging his brother’s existence in the house, that would just irritate him even more.

And as much as Seth ached to irritated his brother out of his skin for giving him such a scare, it wasn’t his fault. Not entirely. Starting off this visit intentionally upsetting his brother would just make everything worse. After another knock of his went ignored, Seth ambled to the ground. He knew just how stubborn Henry could be, both of them had their moments. And when they had them at the same time, it could end up being a very long haul.

Leaning back against the door, Seth let out a long sigh rubbing his forehead. Henry was fine, well he was as fine as he could be considering the circumstances. He certainly wasn’t kidnapped or dead, which had been his running thought from when he was told Henry didn’t show up until he had heard his voice. He sat in silence for a few moments before lifting his hand to knock half heartedly over his shoulder.

“Henry? Just let me in, please.” Seth pleaded not caring a bit how desperate his voice sounded. “I don’t want to have this conversation through a door.”



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[info]fictitious
2013-03-29 01:54 am UTC (link)
Henry opened his mouth to tell Seth to leave once more, but he pressed his lips together. If he didn't let Seth in now, his stubborn brother would probably sit out there for hours and he'll end up being there when their mother came by with Bran. Then Henry would have to open up and he'd have to deal with both his brother and his mother at the same time. He could already imagine the headache and it was decided that he would rather take them on one at a time.

Letting out a breath, Henry stood and unlocked the door, but he didn't open it. He moved to find a sweatshirt to put on and made his way to the kitchen.

"I'm alive and well," Henry called, opening up the fridge. He was starving, but with the barren shelves it looked like he was going to have to wait a bit longer to eat. He couldn't remember the last time he'd gone food shopping, and tossed a green something into the trash bin. Henry let out a strange sound as the smell hit his nose, and he straightened up to face his brother.

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[info]wadcock
2013-03-30 01:44 am UTC (link)
Hearing Henry unlock the door, Seth took that as permission to come inside. By the time he followed Henry into the kitchen, he swore that he walked into a place that was inhabited by a twenty one year old version of himself. Certainly no version Henry lived in this place.

As far as he could tell, Brandon wasn't around. Chances were, their mother was watching him. As much as Seth loved his mother, she would coddle Henry until he saw fit to return to society on his own. By the state of his house, Seth assumed that it was no where in the near future, if ever. It wasn't good for Henry, and it certainly wasn't good for Bran. He could play the tough love part. Being an asshole was his trade, perhaps something would come of it.

"Alive, sure. Well? That's being a bit generous, isn't it?" No food, the house was a mess. Had they switched lives and no one told him? Henry always played the big brother part despite the age difference. He shook his head when his brother looked up at him. "That's gross." He said not bothering to hide the look of disgust on his face looking towards whatever it was that Henry just threw away.

Sighing he turned to leave the kitchen picking up whatever stray clothes he found as he made his way to Henry's bedroom. Maybe if Seth managed to provide clean robes, he could convince Henry to leave the house to get real food. "When is the last time you even left the house?"

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[info]fictitious
2013-03-30 06:34 pm UTC (link)
Henry pulled a face at his brother, leaning back on the counter with his arms crossed as he watched Seth clean up his mess. It was certainly a switch of positions, but Henry couldn't find it in himself to be annoyed by the haphazard state that his house was in. The clothes were just going to get dirty again, and as long as he had food for Bran then what did it really matter what the state of his fridge looked like?

He---knew why it mattered, as hard of a front as he put up. But filling up the fridge for only one adult was not something Henry wanted to revert back to. He'd lived alone for so long that he had his shopping lists memorized, but he'd grown used to buying nearly in bulk and---the neighborhood grocer had been friendly with Heidi, but the muggles had no idea about the virus spreading, the whole neighborhood was unaware and---

Henry's expression hardened again at Seth's question and he looked away toward the calendar hanging on the opposite wall. It gave him some sort of idea of where in the month they were and he scowled.

"I took Bran to a healer's appointment yesterday," he said snidely, though he couldn't be sure if that was indeed yesterday or this morning, or the day before last. That didn't bother Henry as much as it should have, and he turned back toward Seth, "And I'm hiring a maid, so you can drop the dirty laundry."

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[info]wadcock
2013-03-31 02:25 am UTC (link)
"That doesn't count." Seth said dismissively, because it didn't. Most likely Henry left and came back within the hour and no one knew the wiser. He continued to pick up laundry, ignoring Henry's comment, mostly for something to keep him distracted. At the very least it wouldn't be covering his floor when he was done. "This reminds me of how I lived before Savannah and Leanne. And do you remember what you told me when I reverted back to this after Savannah and I split? You told me this was an unacceptable environment for a child."

The words felt harsh leaving his lips, and he knew Henry wouldn't take kindly to them, but they needed to be said. Yes, Henry lost his wife, there was no denying the tragedy of it, but he still had Bran to think of. "So I can do laundry for you. Then, we are going to go get you groceries."

He had a tone of finality, leaving little room for Henry to argue. He frowned as he sat on the arm of the couch and sorted the clothes in his hands in silence. When he had nothing left he ran his hands over his thighs as he thought about his next words. "There are still people counting on you Henry, Bran first and foremost. But there is me, and all your clients, W.Q.W. I suppose you feel, with the exception of Bran, none of it is important, but it is. I am here to help you anyway I can, but you've got to-- you have to start trying to make some sort of effort."

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[info]fictitious
2013-04-01 01:35 am UTC (link)
Oh, there was plenty of room for Henry to argue. He watched Seth continue to pick up the mess with narrowed eyes, the simmer of his soon to be boiling blood causing his face to heat up rapidly. Had his brother truly just compared his once immature, boorish ways of living to the devastated and depressed state Henry was currently battling? Did Seth really think that this was something he didn't know was wrong? Henry's arms remained crossed as his breathing became heavier, his eyes never unlocking from his brother's seemingly unnerved actions.

Did his brother really expect him to be---to be able to handle himself in the offices, did he really trust him to negotiate contracts, business transactions, appointments, when his mind was in such a delicate state? Did Seth really---Henry was aware that he wasn't capable, he had moved his responsibilities at work over to other agents, his assistant was handling things, it was the bloody off season, how much was he supposed to be worried about? And now, his brother came in here, barely a month after his fiancee had been taken from him, telling him that he needed to make some sort of effort?

Effort. On barely four hours of sleep because his son couldn't get through the night without his mother. He wanted effort when the media continued to play up the tragic story of the virus victims to sell more magazines. Seth needed Henry to show some effort, because he couldn't handle his career on his own without someone to holding his hand and guiding him.

"Don't tell me how I feel, Seth," he growled after a long, heavy silence. Henry pushed himself away from the counter and pulled out his wand, sending the clothes that Seth had picked up shooting away from him and up the stairs. He didn't need his help, especially not when it seemed like Seth thought Henry didn't know about the burden he had resting on his shoulders.

"I'm sorry Heidi's death has inconvenienced you and the rest of my clients, I'll be sure to send an apologetic fruit basket to make amends," Henry snapped viciously. He jabbed his wand toward the door, causing it to burst open as he was now unwilling to listen to his brother give him anymore of what he thought was sound, helpful advice, "You can leave, now."

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[info]wadcock
2013-04-01 11:37 pm UTC (link)
Seth tensed as the door slammed open, barely sparing it a look. "That is not what I meant, and you know it." He said keeping his voice level. He could handle Henry yelling at him, certainly nothing new.

He stood up, leaning over to pick up the pile of laundry he had made, moving them to the other room setting them to wash. Henry looked livid by the time he returned to the living room, most likely because he didn't leave when he demanded. He had pushed too far, too quickly.

"You missed rescheduling an appointment with Sophia. After the letter from the Ministry I got this morning I was concern. I see now you are not kidnapped or dead and have everything under control. I'll go back to the office and take care of it." Some of the bitterness that Seth felt over Henry taking his word at their very possible worst seeped into his tone. He sighed making his way to the door. "I'll send groceries with mum when she comes back with Bran. You know where to find me if you need me."

Seth paused when he reached the door, thinking of the event on Saturday. Chances were, Henry had no idea it was going on if he hadn't been keeping up with his post. He debated half a moment before turning back to his brother. "There is a Charity Dinner on Saturday in remembrance of the victims of the Virus. Should I R.S.V.P. for one or two?"

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[info]fictitious
2013-04-02 06:49 pm UTC (link)
He knew about the dinner. Henry waited for Seth to reach the door before he turned on a heel and stalked away, out to the back porch with a slam of the screen door.

A missed appointment, one bloody missed appointment that he had managed to overlook in the nightmare this past month had been. As Henry dropped heavily down into one of the chairs, he shook his head furiously, just---one missed appointment, and Seth was over here, telling him he needed to put more effort. One. Seth was lucky, lucky that he had such an organized agent, that the people Henry worked with were willing to pick up his slack, that they didn't just----let Henry lose all the hard work he'd put in for them and have the clients go elsewhere!

He couldn't just say those things and then make Henry feel---feel guilty for reacting the way he did, not that he felt--if Seth had just said---but his brother was an idiot and always has been, always will be. Henry glowered, sinking low into the seat as he stared off across the backyard. He didn't need his brother to send groceries, he didn't need his clothes taken care of, he just needed time.

Time, it was all he wanted. Some more time to deal, to grieve, to accept. The guilt of not being able to care for Bran the way Heidi could weighed so heavily on Henry's shoulders, but all he kept thinking about was that someday would finally come and he'd be able to handle it. Today wasn't that day, and tomorrow wasn't either so----so to have his brother throw in his face that he had messed up, that he'd missed an appointment and wasn't keeping up with his other responsibilities made Henry want to hide away from every one and every thing and never face any of it again.

Henry shut his eyes, hoping to force away his headache and the tears that were always at the ready to fall when his thoughts drifted back to Heidi. He laid his arm over his face and let out a shuddering breath, forcing himself to think about absolutely nothing at all.

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