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Thursday, March 20th, 2008
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12:20p - To be diagnosed or not to be diagnosed
I was thinking if I should have a proper diagnosis to make things easier. E.g. have an excuse to skip school (hehe). No, really, switching and anxiety take over me so bad that I skip school a lot. And if I had a diagnosis, it would explain it to the teachers and maybe they would forgive me some of the absences.
But then again, bringing this issue up might send me back to the loony ward very quickly. I can't risk that. I'm not crazy, and I sure as hell don't need that kind of treatment, even though I feel hopeless. Maybe someplace else where they have more information on this.
Last night I had a weird dream. I was in the Far East, chased by jackals and various other wild animals. I was trying to chase them away by poking them with a stick.
Hopeless. Exactly how I have been trying to protect myself from my inner demons. Failing.
I wonder when things will get better...
Lyra
current mood:  crappy
current music: Oasis - Talk Tonight (comment on this)
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