The boy keeps ignoring me. Perhaps its his own embarrassment, perhaps its something I did. Either way I'm growing tired of the monotony. I've done everything I can to keep him happy and If at the end of the day I have still failed then so be it. I know I am worth more...and you know..this could all be in my head as well.

'I wish I hadn't cried so much!' said Alice, as she swam about, trying to find her way out. 'I shall be punished for it now, I suppose, by being drowned in my own tears! That will be a queer thing, to be sure! However, everything is queer to-day.