"Well, there'd be no problem because I would have had a heart attack and died.
But, that's not part of the question. I don't honestly know. Because I loved Jake deeply and---well, if this had been back in the summer, there would have been no question. But right now...I've gotten to the point where I think I love Caden as much as I did Jake. It's...scary, but exciting, and I find myself picturing the future with Caden's face in the picture instead of Jake's now, does that make sense? I see a house in the country and more children and ballet recitals with Caden in the front row, it's...
It's been almost two years and I still love Jake as much as I did the day he died, but it's not the same yearning kind of love anymore. Which---which is sad, but. I feel like a horrible person now, ha, thanks, but, honestly. I don't think I could leave Caden. Okay, final answer? Yes, I'm done."
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