| well damn |
[15 May 2008|10:33pm] |
so much shit to write about, so little time before i have to get off of here. so let's see how it goes.
so last night i finally talked to my parents, like truly, truly talked to them for the first time in a long time. we talked about how i hated being at the house, how i felt like an enemy all the time, and how things just working between us. and at first, you know, they didn't really get it, they didn't see this coming. but after i explained how i haven't wanted to talk to them about anything of importance and how i constantly avoided them, they started to see it. i know they love me, i've never doubted that, it's just when they are so overprotective, so controlling about every little thing, i just freak out. So we made a deal that if i stopped lying about petty shit (don't even get me started there), then they won't give me the third degree every time i want to hang out. and the changes were immediate. no lie. like, today i noticed when my dad called me after school he's completely changed his tone when he talks to me. he actually has a conversation with me, he doesn't have a question for everything i say. and my mom is so interested with college and megan and how she is and if we want to hang out at my house for a change. it's just really nice to have that here.
so now i sit here, i really need a cigarette, my feet are cold, and i'm just to awake to think of sleep.
but i'll be in waffle house in a few hours with megan and i can't think of anything better than that right now.
i miss her so much.
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
May 15th, 2008 |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
next day |
] |
|
|
|