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[10 Aug 2008|11:52pm] |
hah! I finally got lastfm to pick up my music. You would think that I could use MarketPlace since I have a zune, but nooooooooo. That'd be WAY to easy. Instead I have to use window's shity media player. Oh well, i don't care anymore, because right now i'm listening to strawberry swing and i am very, very happy. :)
I'm dead tired from work. Tonight was crazy, it was like one huge fucking rush after another and I had to do lobby. I feel like an old man, my back hurts, my arms hurt, i'm a mess. But here's the kicker...
I only worked four hours today.
how? how in the fucking hell am I so dead tired after only working for four hours. It's not like I'm doing hard labor, or doing anything that takes any kind of particular skill or talent. I just don't understand. I want more hours. I need more hours. How is this all going to work out? How? How? A ring? A wedding? College? I know megan doesn't like it when I get so worked up about this. But I have to. I need to. WE need to. I just want everything to work out. It has to. I want to give her the world and I want to do everything I can to get it for her. I just want to make sure we don't have to compromise on these things, and if that means more time working and being dead tired, well bring it on. I'm ready. I know I am.
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