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e s t e l l a ([info]estellerina) wrote,
@ 2008-12-06 15:48:00


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I'm getting married in SIX DAYS. Again! I'm getting married again. I never thought I'd say that. Can you believe that? I can't. Oh my goodness this is---I'm going to go insane and there's really nothing to worry about

EXCEPT EVERYTHING because what if Marcus decides he hates me? Which he has every right to I think because why should he just have to deal with a woman who's not his mum and then JACOB Jacob he's never had to share anything and Marcus has never had to share and then I mean there's just that is just THAT IS ONLY THE BEGINNING AND--- why is it so very hot in this room? The windows are open and I should be freezing but I'm not and it's hot and I need a drink--

--oh, thank goodness for these privacy wards I sound like a bloody maniac.


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[info]icarus
2008-12-06 09:57 pm UTC (link)
I think your privacy wards are a little broken. you do sound like a maniac though

[Estella]

Marcus won't hate you, Jacob will love having a brother.

Calm dow. You love the Jock him, and apparently he loves you, so it's not something you really need to freak out about.

Do you want me to bring you a calming potion?

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TOBIAS
[info]estellerina
2008-12-06 10:55 pm UTC (link)
WHAT DO YOU MEAN MY----CRAP

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Estella
[info]icarus
2008-12-06 10:56 pm UTC (link)
You better bloody well calm down or I'll come give you a potion anyway.

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Tobias
[info]estellerina
2008-12-07 03:03 am UTC (link)
They don't work, but thank you for the thoughts.

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Estella
[info]icarus
2008-12-07 03:05 am UTC (link)
Clearly you've never had mine.

Why are you so worked up?

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Tobias
[info]estellerina
2008-12-07 03:12 am UTC (link)
I don't like taking those potions I've taken enough of those in my life that should be calm for the rest of eternity--- Oh, I don't know. I'm me and it's what I do, I suppose.

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Estella
[info]icarus
2008-12-07 03:23 am UTC (link)
Everything is going to be okay.

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Tobias
[info]estellerina
2008-12-07 03:28 am UTC (link)
That's what everyone said last time- My heart thinks so. I just have to get the rest of me to think that as well.

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Estella
[info]icarus
2008-12-07 03:31 am UTC (link)
I can't promise nothing bad will happen, because life doesn't work that way, but you deserve to be happy.

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Caden
[info]estellerina
2008-12-07 05:09 am UTC (link)
Thank you.

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[info]silex
2008-12-07 03:18 am UTC (link)
Yeah. Privacy wards do come in handy.

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CADEN
[info]estellerina
2008-12-07 03:20 am UTC (link)
I'M SO SORRY JUST CALL IT OFF I KNOW THAT'S WHAT YOU'RE THINKING YOU'RE MARRYING A CRAZY PERSON BUT IT'S STUCK NOW I don't know what I did!

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Estella
[info]silex
2008-12-07 03:27 am UTC (link)
Don't apologize. It's fine.

I'm not sure if this is going to make you feel better or worse, but the same thoughts have crossed my mind too.

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Caden
[info]estellerina
2008-12-07 03:31 am UTC (link)
OH THANK BLOODY GOD I THOUGHT I WAS INSANE
SEE IF YOU SPOKE MORE I WOULD KNOW YOU MAY JUST BE AS CRAZY AS I AM-


That does make me feel better. I know we've explained to them that they'll be living together and everything but do you think they really know? What if they just see it as a big sleep over and then one day it's like...why aren't these people going home, already?

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Estella
[info]silex
2008-12-07 03:43 am UTC (link)
I think it's going to take some time for both of them to really adjust. Not only to living together, but to being in a completely new house, too.

I think we'll just have to wait and see how things turn out, instead of dreading what could happen.

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Caden
[info]estellerina
2008-12-07 03:44 am UTC (link)
But I'm good at dreading things.

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Estella
[info]silex
2008-12-07 04:42 am UTC (link)
You're also good at panicking.

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Caden
[info]estellerina
2008-12-07 05:10 am UTC (link)
Totally the clincher, right?

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[info]floonthego
2008-12-07 07:49 am UTC (link)
You know what Stell? I'm coming over and picking up your appointment book. You have to worry about nothing for the next six days other than coming into the shop, getting a haircut and checking it out.

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[info]estellerina
2008-12-07 07:51 am UTC (link)
You are my favorite.

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[info]floonthego
2008-12-07 07:54 am UTC (link)
On my way. Go get a pedicure or something.

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