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Minato Namikaze, Part 9
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First Person:
I'm nervous.

I can only remember a few times in my life that I've been more nervous than right now, kneeling before you. And not because I don't have the recollection. At least, not anymore.

Ugh, they didn't even give you a proper stone. I'll fix that, baby. At least this place is rather nice...if you can ignore the graffiti. But hey, we grew up with that, right? And I'll get some of it cleaned up next time I come back, I promise. And I never break my promises, remember? I wish I could have been there when they brought you here. Even if your hands were ice cold, I would have wanted to have held them. I think you knew that, though. Even then.

While I'm wishing, though. I wish that this all had never happened. You, there; me, here; him...elsewhere. I wish I could have done something more to prevent it. And I wish that I had known all these years. I wish I'd been there for him. I wish I'd remembered sooner.

I can't fix everything, love. I'm good, but I'm not that good. But I'll make it better than it is now. Starting with this place, for you. Not that the others don't also deserve it, but...it's for you. First the graffiti, then a proper stone. And flowers. Lots of them. And not just ones that'll be good for this summertime heat, but some that'll bloom up come winter, too. I'll make this a nice place to come talk to you at. And then...I might be a bit more scarce. For him. I know you'll understand, darling. I'll get someone to come water the flowers, and clean away any new graffiti. But... Like I said, I can't fix it - but I'll do whatever I can to make sure that he is happy now.

Maybe he'll come with me for a visit one day. But...for now, I must be going, sweetheart. Duty calls, and all. I just hope there's not too much paperwork involved in it today, heh. Before I go, though...I want you to know...

You were always with me - both of you. Always, even when I couldn't remember it. As a part of me will always remain with you. But I'll try to make the rest of me move on. I know you'd want me to keep trying to be happy. And if I didn't you'd somehow come back just to kick my ass. Again. Just to prove you could. ...Which I don't think my pride could handle, so I'll stick with the trying, lady. Ack, really do have to go now. I love you.

I'll talk to you later, Kushina.