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Uchiha Itachi [Part 09]
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First Person

The first time I had been inside the building I wanted to know what was on the roof. It was not like it was forbidden, just never explored. The more times I walked past the door that lead up there the more I wished to see for myself, even if there was nothing, I had to know. It took a while to bring myself to do it, eventually I folded, opening the door up to the pitch darkness of night moving forth into unknown territory, unsure of what would be there or if it was safe.

Lights brightly mapped out the way to the center for something I did not know, something else that I should concern myself with just that it was there for a reason. Taking that first step out into the open I had been hit with a fero...phero... heavy wind that almost knocked me off my feet, like a wind tunnel blowing straight through free from other obstacles that would come from standing below. My footing was discovered before long back steady again, slowly pacing around in circles once I had made my way out to the middle, looking at the cityscape around. It was breathtaking. The lights, the colors, never have I seen such beauty of the city, appearing nothing like this below. No cars, no people, besides the howls of the wind passing by, it was almost silent.

A dangerous move I know it was but yet I wanted to get closer, to the edge of the building I went finding the edge of the wall to sit on. It was quite a jump up but yet I made it with ease, sitting up higher than the world looking down upon them all. Not a person could be seen in the dead of night, too high to make out the figure, to small to care. Cars were only a blurry along the streets reflecting the colors of the neon signs, life moved by fast as I seemingly stood still and that was when I wondered.

Looking out towards the horizon my thoughts turned to him. What would he be thinking if he was up here by my side enjoying the view? Would it feel so lonely? Would he have even care to lay his eyes on this? All I wish to know if he is alive, if he is dead, something to give the answers to the endless questions I have ask myself time and time again. If we did meet again would he recognize me or would be know me? Have we changed? I have read that people believe that if you have a bond with someone so strong that you will know inside, feel them, understand when they are in pain or happy without being face to face. If they are gone, you will feel the hole inside. It will tear at your soul, your heart, an eternal emptiness that can not be filled.

I hate to say this but I do not know if I can continue searching for you endlessly, wondering if I am one step behind, too late, many times we could have crossed paths and did not notice. This is why I have not moved from here since, I an content to where I am. My life has taken direction towards the future just I had hoped, just as I hope that yours has finally done the same.

Yet I will still be waiting here for you, up high watching so...

だから,　サスケに早く帰ってください。