You've been sleeping all day and hardly eating?

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Yes. I think I've eaten half an apple today.

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That's not -

I know you're a real light eater, but that's not at all healthy. And I know you definitely don't have an eating disorder.

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I don't have an eating disorder. You'd already know it. I just haven't been that hungry today and tired. I feel like I shouldn't move at all or even get out of bed...And crying. It's just one those days.

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Jen, I'm praying this isn't a standard case of depression I really hope

But you're not sick, right?

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No I'm not sick. I haven't been throwing up. I'm not running a fever. I just feel...down. Healer Smethwyck.

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As a Healer and a friend, my prognosis to you is to get up! Even if you don't feel like it. Walk around a little, then eat some chocolate. That will release endorphins, and I guarantee it. I ate so much chocolate last night

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I know you're doing this for my own good but I just...can't pull myself out of bed. I don't know why. I just can't. I haven't even gotten dressed. I'm still in shorts and a tank top. Baby...try to understand. I'm scared and I don't know what's going on with me. I don't know what's going on with me. I've never felt like this in my life. Chocolate doesn't even sound appetizing.

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All because of me, arghhh

Jen, I... I recognise the signs of depression when I see them. Do you think that maybe...

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Couldn't be...I don't think so. I hope not. I really wouldn't know. This is the first real time I haven't wanted to get out bed. Maybe once in Rome...but...nevermind. Maybe it's stress related. I'm just...blah.

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I hate to do this, but I really have to run, I need to attend to a dragon pox patient but

Jen, I mean it. Please, please try to take care of yourself. In all seriousness.

Visit Estella, I know she'll help a lot.

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I'll try. I really will. I just wish it were you I was talking to instead. Good luckbaby.

I'll owl you later or something.

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What's wrong!

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Smeth thinks that I've got the stereotypical case of depression.

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Wait, wait--why would you be depressed??? That's not funny Florence-

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Things I haven't been telling you...

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Like what!

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I'm still upset over Marlie's death. Things with me and Smeth aren't working out. I just backed off because he can't trust me and it's my fault and he's trying to say it's his fault. I can't let him go when I probably should and know there's no hope and I just can't seem to get out of this ever ending cycle of sinking more deeply into this hole.

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WHOA, okay---when did all this with Smeth happen? I know---I know you've been upset about your friend, but you were fine two days ago, you can't go into a deep depression in two days
You're just being dramatic
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You should come over so we can talk my siblings are going to be the death of me I bloody swear it--

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Over the past few weeks it's been building up. Depression can be hidden. If you really want me to.

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Yes, we need to talk.

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I'm getting out of bed and heading over.

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